Lila's POV Maybe he was used to my unexpected kisses because he didn’t look surprised at all. I retraced my steps and lowered my head as I fiddled with my fingers. It wasn’t like I was feeling embarrassed or shy, but I was hoping he wouldn’t think I was shameless for throwing myself at him like that. I cleared my throat in an attempt to stop the silence between us. “It doesn’t mean anything or that I have an expectation. I just wanted to do it in case it might be my last chance.” I said, trying to make sure he didn’t get the wrong idea. But his quietness was more unnerving—how could he remain calm in such a situation? “It’s fine.” He said, his hands were now back in his pockets. “I’ll be away for some time.” He quickly added. And just like I had expected, he would be leaving. I

