The Alpha's Lost Mate

The Letter

"I'm not going to knock twice."

I pulled the door open. Vivienne stood in the corridor with a white envelope in her hand, dressed already, composed already, the kind of woman who was never caught between states.

She looked at me for exactly one second. Then she held the envelope out.

I took it.

She turned and walked back down the corridor without a word, her footsteps measured, fading.

I looked down at the envelope in my hand.

My name in Richard's handwriting. The writing looked meticulous, slightly uneven, the handwriting of a man whose hands had been giving him trouble toward the end, compensating with slowness.

I closed the door.

I did not open it immediately. I stood with it in both hands, feeling the weight of it, which was light in the physical sense, heavier in every other sense. Richard had written this. Richard, who was in the ground now, who had tried his best in the quiet way that he did everything, had sat down at some point in his final months, picked up a pen with hands that didn't fully cooperate anymore, written my name on an envelope, and sealed it.

I sat on the edge of the bed.

Then I opened it carefully, like the paper itself was something I didn't want to damage.

One page…both sides. His handwriting throughout, no gaps, the words placed close together like he had a great deal to say, knew space was limited, refused to waste any of it.

‘Sophie.”

“I'm going to assume, since you're reading this, that you came back. I'm glad. I want you to know that first, before anything else. I am glad you came.”

I pressed my lips together. Then I kept reading.

“I want to tell you some things I should have said when I had the chance to say them properly, in a room, with your face in front of me. I am sorry I didn't. I was not very good at forcing important conversations and I suspect you know that about me already.”

I did know that about him. It was one of the things I had always understood about Richard. He communicated through presence, through small gestures, through the quiet consistency of showing up the same way every time. Not through words, words were Gerald's instrument. Richard worked in a different material.

“I knew about the bond. Not from you, not from Dominic. I knew because I watched both of you and I am not a stupid man, whatever else I may have been. I knew you left because something broke. I spent three years after you left trying to find the shape of what broke, who had a hand in it. I have my suspicions, but I was never able to prove them.”

I exhaled slowly through my nose.

“Gerald has always believed he knows what is best for this family. He is not wrong that he loves it. He is catastrophically wrong about what loving something requires you to do with it. I tried to tell him this, he heard me the way Gerald hears things he has already decided are incorrect, which is to say he nodded, waited for me to finish, then continued.”

A sound came out of me. Not quite a laugh but something adjacent to it.

“You were always my daughter, Sophie. I want you to understand that clearly. Not by blood or by obligation. Just by choice, and I chose it the day you arrived in this house at eleven years old with your bag held in front of you like a shield, looking at everything like you were calculating the fastest route to somewhere safer. I chose it every day after that.”

My throat closed.

I stopped reading. Then I pressed the letter against my knee, breathed through the ceiling for a moment, and breathed back down.

Then I kept going.

“I don't know what your life looks like now. I hope it is full of things you built yourself. I hope you are not alone in the ways that matter. I hope, if it is not overstepping for a dead man to say so, that you find your way back to what was interrupted. Not for my sake but for yours.”

“Don't let Gerald define what this family is. This family is also you.”

“With everything I had, always.”

“Richard.”

I read it again, from start to finish, every word, the second time slower than the first.

Then I put it down on the bed beside me, pressed both palms flat on my thighs, and looked at the window.

The morning outside was pale, beginning to sort itself into proper light, the estate grounds sitting in the early quiet.

I waited until I was certain no sound would carry through the walls. Until the corridor outside my door was silent, no footsteps, no movement.

Then I put my face in my hands and cried.

Not quietly, not the controlled, managed, almost-silent kind I had been doing my whole life in this house, careful not to be heard, careful not to give anyone the satisfaction of knowing something had reached me.

I did it properly and fully. The kind that came from somewhere below the chest, below all the careful layering I had spent seven years building, below the career, the independence, the competence, the deliberate sufficiency of a life constructed without this family.

For Richard, who had chosen me quietly every day without announcement, who had not been able to prove what he suspected, who had written me a letter with difficult hands because he needed me to know before he ran out of time to say it.

For the eleven-year-old version of myself, who had walked into this house with her bag held like a shield, looking for the fastest exit, who had not expected to find even one person who would choose her.

I cried until it was done. Until the thing that had been sitting at the back of my sternum since I arrived in this house, before that, since I got the email about the funeral, before that, since I left seven years ago, had finished moving through me.

Then I straightened up, wiped my face with the back of my hand, then breathed until my chest settled.

I picked up the letter, folded it carefully along its original creases, slid it back into the envelope.

My bag was on the chair. I opened it, found the small front pocket I always kept zipped, where Ethan's photo lived. The one Miriam had taken eight months ago without telling me, Ethan in the garden with paint on his face, laughing at something off-camera. I carried it everywhere.

I put the letter in beside it.

I pressed my palm flat against both of them through the fabric.

Richard's words, Ethan's face. The two halves of everything I was currently protecting.

I zipped the pocket and stood up. I checked my face in the mirror briefly, decided it was acceptable, and turned away.

I went to find Dominic.

He wasn't in his room and he wasn't in Richard's study. I checked the upper corridor, the main landing.

Then I heard voices below. Two of them. Dominic's, low, controlled. Another I didn't immediately recognise, male, with an edge to it that made my wolf lift its head.

I went to the top of the staircase, looked down.

Dominic stood in the entrance hall, facing a man I had never seen before. Fortyish, built, with the bearing of someone pack-adjacent. He held a phone toward Dominic. Dominic looked at the screen.

His face went completely still.

"Where did you get this?” he said quietly.

The man replied something I couldn't hear from the stairs.

Dominic looked up, found me at the top of the staircase immediately, like he had known I was there.

His expression told me nothing. That was how I knew it was bad.

"Come down," he said.