John POV
“Home, good night Staff Sergeant” I state and I see the hurt flash in her eyes when I address her by her rank. But I am not in this for fun. Do I want to make love to her, yes more than anything else, but I will not treat her like a cheap screw. I walk up the stairs and unlock my door stepping inside. I will regret this decision for the rest of my life, I know it. But I’m not the type of man that just sleeps with anyone. I had so many options over the years, each one of them beautiful woman, but they were soul suckers, and the others were just plain inappropriate, you can’t sleep with your subordinates. I plop down on my bed running my hands through my hair
“This is not how I wanted to spend my weekend off” I mumble to the empty room
“Maybe I should’ve slept with her, to get he
