Chapter twenty-seven - A day with my best friend
Lesley's POV: I don't know what is going on with me anymore. I feel worse than before. The sad part is that I started taking painkillers more often. I feel the need to use them. Somehow, Dean found out about it. He is not happy. I know I have to stop using them, but I can't. Something happened for the past week, and I feel horrible. It's like I can't think about anything else. Maybe that is except for ending everything. My best friend accepted the job because of me. I can't disappoint him. The thing is that I have no one else with who I feel comfortable talking about this. I shouldn't treat him like that. He doesn't deserve it. That's why what I can do is pretend to be ok in front of him. I'm sure he won't believe me, but I can try. Nothing else has left me. If I disappear, I will resolve
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