Call me stubborn but I just declined Rafael’s marriage proposal. It’s not that I don’t wanna marry that i***t it’s just that I don’t want him to marry me just because he wants me to say. I want him to marry me because he loves me and wants to stay with me. He tried to tell me it has nothing to do with me leaving but again I am stubborn. Even though I have yet to agree to his proposal I am holding the little velvet box the ring is in. I have to say it’s the most beautiful ring I have ever seen. I grew up with money around me and I have never seen such beautiful thing. He told me the ring belonged to his mother. When he told me that I nearly wanted to take back my words and marry him. For him to give me the ring of the woman who brought him into this world means so much. Also the f

