Collect My Thoughts
236 Words
Callie's POV
With Jackson in the shower I could relax a little and collect my thoughts on the days events.
I met the most amazing guy. Maddox. His name was pretty sexy too. Man oh man was I in deep already. Every part of my being just wanted him back. A stranger for f***s sake. I've known him a total of four hours. And in that time I let him make me c*m, TWICE, in a restaurant bathroom. I groaned at my stupidity.
How did things escalate so quickly? Here I've know Jackson for years and never once came close to kissing him let alone…. Anything else. And yet a man finds me next to Dig em Smacks and I let him spread me open like a sales rack.
With that thought I got up and went to my room. I needed to do something to forget about today. My mind was racing. What if i never see him again? Did I really do that? It's so embarrassing. But also hot. But so embarrassing. Yes. Embarrassing. That should be the main emotion and yet, all I could feel was terrible longing to just see Maddox again.
I could only hope. I laid on my bed. Defeated. I couldn't do anything without my thoughts coming back to Maddox. And that was just making me flustered and frustrated all over again.
I need to get out the house.
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