It was now late afternoon and we were in the bedroom just cuddling while Xander was making phone calls from a burner phone. Raya and Teresa left a little while ago to go back to the castle to make sure nothing happens there. I must admit I am quite scared. I'm sure Jacob and Craig are going to come after me. I genuinely am not sure why Ginger is so rare and special but I am not worried about that right now. I want everyone back at the castle and pack house safe. But in reality that's only wishful thinking. Everything is so crazy and I feel I am to blame. Maybe if I would have just stayed with Craig everything would be fine. A while passed and I had fallen asleep on Xander. I was awoken by him yelling at someone on the phone. Apparently they were not doing their job and he's threatening

