The Limitless Alpha

The Feels Part 1 (New Chapter)

Shanna POV

Waking from my nap with a knock on the door. I can hear Gemma’s voice coming through the door.

“Wakie Wakie sleeping beauty! Open the door we need to get ready for dinner.”

With a huff I get out of bed walking to the door I swing it open with an annoyed look. I love Gemma I do but sometimes I could strangle her.

“You are telling me! I was having a nice wet dream before Gemma ruined it!” Lila Barks out.

“Really Lila! Why do you have such a dirty mind? I mean geez you act like you are dying from not getting some.” I reply.

“Well it is hard not to when you live with a real life Mother Therese who literally does nothing wrong!” Lila huffs out. “Hell we can’t even get past first base. If we don’t start doing something we both are going to dry out like the Sahara Desert! Do you really want that?”

“Blahahaha! Okay Lila I think you are being over dramatic right now. We are not going to dry out. If anything we might have extra build up instead.” I couldn’t help but laugh out replying to Lila.

“Or we might need extra servicing since our plumbing is pretty much clogged from no action!” Lila barks out.

“Goddess I don’t know how I got such a horny wolf.” I reply.

I am taken out of my conversation with Lila when Gemma clears her throat so loud It sounds like she was dying.

“Well finally I got you attention!” Gemma say’s giving me a pointed look. “So what are you going to wear to dinner?”

Giving Gemma a look of annoyance I reply." I am just going to wear something comfortable Gemma. No need to get all dressed up for dinner. Specially when we have another she wolf about to scratch my eyes out.”

Walking to my bag I start to unpack. I place my clothes into the large walk in closet. Taking another look around this room is huge. It is beautifully decorated. The powder blue and white shades made the room airy. The three large windows over looking the lake made me fall in love with the room. It had a little book nook in the corner to the right side of the large windows. I could picture myself reading there I thought to myself.

“Dang Shanna your room is insane. Did you see there is brand new perfumes and makeup here on the vanity. Scott must have really put in a lot of effort to make you feel at home and in the Luna Suite no less.” Gemma words ring through my mind.

He did make sure to have all my favorite things in this room down to my perfume I wear. Maybe I shouldn’t have been so hard on him earlier. I take a deep breath I know everyone has a past. So Scott has one and I should understand this. He has been there for me. I find him to be such a good friend always knowing what to say. A comforting shoulder to lean on. I enjoy his company he makes me feel safe and I can trust him.

“You are right Gemma. He really has done a lot for this weekend. I should be more understanding.” I look at her.

“Great so what are you going to wear then?” You should wear that emerald green dress. It makes your hazel eyes more green. You will look hot in it. Plus it is not too fancy.” Gemma goes into the the closet and pulls out the dress.

I look over the dress that she laid on the bed. She was right it is not to fancy more causal but does have a sexy feel since it is more form fitting. The dress is right above my knees in length with a square neckline and thin spaghetti straps. It shows off my back. The dress is not meant to wear a bra. I normally wear bra tape to cover my n*****s and bring the ladies together. Thinking about it I didn’t bring any and was not wearing the dress without the tape.

“I can’t wear it. I forgot to bring bra tape. I can’t walk about showing my n*****s to a bunch of unmated wolves.” I give Gemma a pointed look.

“Lucky for you I packed some. I will go grab it. You can start with your hair and makeup. I will be right back.” Gemma says we'll running out of the room.

I head to the restroom to brush my teeth. After I pull my long blonde hair out of my braid. My hair is still slightly damp and had that wave to it from the braid. I love the way my hair looks with the soft waves. So I get the blow dryer. Scrunching the waves helping them to take form as they dry. After about five minutes or so my hair has a beach wave to it. It had volume so all I had to do was spray it letting it hang down my back. I then started putting on my makeup. I wanted something natural so I put on a little concealer and mascara. I use a light rose blush on my cheeks. Bringing some soft color to my pale porcelain skin. I look at my self in the mirror and I felt my natural beauty come though. I felt like myself.

I am about to put lotion on my legs when I hear a knock on the door. Thinking it has to be Gemma I swing open the door to see Scott standing right in front of me. His gorgeous green eyes look over my body making me freeze in place. I am literally standing in front of Scott with no bra in a white t-shirt that barely covers my ass. I feel the heat on my cheeks as I realize my mistake. O goddess this is so embarrassing.

“Well seems someone feels at home

already.” Scott husky voice brings me out of my thoughts. I look up to see a big smirk on his face. As he closes the door behind him walking into the room.

Lord I am even more mortified as his gaze moves down to my chest. I quickly cross my arms to cover them making it worse. It seemed to just push them up and pull against the white shirt. I can see the lust in his gaze. When I feel him gently grab my arms and pull them down to my sides. Scott steps so close to me I can feel my breasts touch his hard chest. He lowers his head to my ear when he whispers.

“Don’t hide from me Shanna. You were meant to be worshiped.” His hot breath fans my neck. A second later I feel his lips touch my neck.

I suck in a deep breath my instincts making me take a step back and push him away. When I feel his big arms grab my waist. He puts his other hand under my chin lifting it so my eyes were looking into his. I was about to say something when I feel his lips crash into mine. I feel his tongue lick my bottom lip making me gasp. He moves his hand into my hair and his tongue invades my mouth. I don’t push him away this time and instead I embrace the moment. I move my hands that are now resting on his chest and move them to his neck. Bringing him closer to me. Our bodies are so close I can feel his hard length pushing against my stomach. The moment is getting heavier by the second. I feel his hands now on my thighs moving up my shirt to grab my ass. I hear a purr like growl coming from Scotts chest. I am almost out of breath when I finally push him back knowing if I didn’t goddess only knows what will happen.

Scott gaze is heavy on me with so much emotion in them. Something I had never seem from him before. Something I wasn’t sure I could give back to him. His breathing is heavy and I can see his wolf peaking through. Lila is already going crazy in my head with excitement.

“Oh My Goddess! You actually did something for once!” Lila barks with excitement.

“Oh shut up Lila!!! This is embarrassing! He probable thinks I am easy. Like the other women he has been with.” A picture of Amy pops up into my head. s**t I am one of them. I am one of the many women Scott thinks he can have. What have I done. I start to panic and turn away from Scott to run to the bathroom.

“Shanna wait! Please don’t run from me.” Scott runs to grab my waist again. My face is so red right now and I feel so ashamed of what I had just done. I can’t even turn to look at him. He pulls my back to his chest as his arms snake around my small waist. He takes a deep breath as his face comes close to mine. His husky voice hits my ear.

“Don’t run from me Shanna. Do you know how…..” Scott is cut off by my door being swung open by non other than Gemma.

I quickly turn to hear a “OMG sorry didn’t mean to ummmm well ruin the moment.” Gemma squeaks out.

Goddess can this moment get anymore embarrassing. “You weren’t ruining anything right Alpha Scott.” I snap out.

Scott face flashes with a moment of hurt before it goes back to his normal demeanor. He clears he throat than replies.

“I just came to let Shanna know dinner would be ready soon and if I could escort.” Scott turns to look at me.

I am about to decline the offer. Specially after what just happened. I knew Gemma saw it in my face. She replied so quickly that I couldn’t even form the words.

“Give us about twenty minutes and she will be ready!” Gemma announces.

I am going to kill her. She better lock her room door because I am going to straggle her in her sleep.

“Great I will be back to escort you.” Scott turns to me. Bending down he kisses my cheek and turns to leave the room.

“Well I see that something happened we’ll looking for this bra tape.” She bust out laughing.

Not now Gemma just help me finish getting ready before I change my mind about this whole weekend and decide to go back home.

“O no you don’t! We are staying and you will spill the details later.” She replies.

I know Gemma was not going to let this go; but for now I am safe. I take a deep breath as I put on the bra tape and shimmy up the tight emerald green dress. I hear a squeal and Gemma bouncing on her toes.

“Girl you are going to be breaking necks! I mean you are making me want to change teams here!” Gemma squeals out.

“Okay Gemma you are too much.” I laugh out.

“No seriously take a look.” Gemma says.

I walk to the mirror to see myself. I have never saw myself as beautiful. I just always thought of myself as a simple women like anyone else; but today I did look beautiful. I looked different and I didn’t understand why. I had a glow that was never there before. I turn to Gemma and see she is also wearing a summer dress. It is red and brings out her beautiful olive skin and dark brown hair. My best friend is a beauty. I hope she finds her mate or at least someone who would cherish her. Maybe then she will stop poking into my love life.

Walking to the mirror vanity I take the perfume and lightly spray my neck and put on some light pick rose lipstick. When I hear the light knock on the door. Gemma jumps up from the book nook and walks over to the door opening it. There I see Scott standing next to my beta Vince and Luke. Walking up behind Gemma I step out of the room to see all three male wolves staring at me. Do I have something on my face as I mind link Gemma.

“No you just look hot right now!” She replies in my head.

“Wow you both look stunning.” Scott announces.

Looking at Scott I won’t deny he looks hot with his dark wash blue jeans and white t-shirt that is tight around his hard muscular chest and arms. I don’t know if he noticed me looking at him but I can see a big smile on his face. I didn’t even notice what he was wearing earlier when he was in my room. I was too distracted. Scott slowly walks up to me grabbing my hand in his. Great are we acting like a couple now. I knew things were going to be complicate after what happened. I see Luke walk over to Gemma taking her hand in his. A smile comes to my face. Vince walks over like a father would giving me the eye. Probable worried about the dress. The dress is not even revealing. It only shows off my back but is a modest way. It is tighter but I feel it is a good compromise.

“Shall we head down now?” Scott asks.

“Yes.” I reply as Scott starts to lead me to dinner. Let’s hope there will be no more drama tonight.

Scott’s POV

After leaving Shanna in her room to rest after she arrived. I headed to my office to meet with Chance my beta about the whole Amy situation. Hoping I can fix this before the weekend gets worst. Shanna means the world to me and so does Amy. I can’t just let two of the most important women in my life fight. Granted it is my fault as I should have never slept with Amy. I was shocked when Amy said what she did to Shanna when she arrived. The Amy I know is loving, caring and a sweet soul. That is what made her a good healer. She has always though of others. I walked into my office to see Chance sitting on the couch next to my desk.

“So bro, mind telling me what the hell you are going to do about the whole Shanna Amy drama?” Chance speaks.

“Well I was hoping you could help with that.” I replied.

“O so now you want to drag me into your love triangle. Ya I will pass bro. Your love life is too much for me. Plus I told you not to mess with Amy. She is like a sister to me. I can’t see her hurt like this. I know you have loved Shanna for years but you can’t just toss Amy away like that.” Chance sounds pissed at me. He has every right to be. I should have never done that too Amy. She didn’t deserve it.

“Look Chance I know I majorly f****d up. I want to fix this. I don’t want to hurt Amy nor do I want to lose Shanna. I thought Amy being away would help things. I haven’t been with her for about a year now. I was hoping when she was away she would find someone else. We broke it off before she left.” I breath out.

“Ya, But you knew that Amy loved you since we were kids. You can’t deny that.” Chance huffs out. “Look I will help you out of this s**t show you created but I am doing this for Amy. You have to make this right.” Chance gives me a hard look.

“I will! I promise. I am going to talk with Amy tomorrow morning after she cools off. If you can just run interference until then I will appreciate it.” I replied.

“Fine, but you owe me one Scott.” Chance replies. “I am going to look for Amy see if I can calm her down before dinner today. If not then I have a feeling you won’t be having a weekend.” Chance says well giving me a pointed look.

He was right. If I can’t get Amy to let me go then everything stops before it even started. Chance leaves my office to go search for Amy. I decided to head to my room to also freshen up. I walked straight into my bathroom and start the shower. Knowing Shanna is right next door is making me hard. I haven’t slept with a women since Amy. Deciding it is best to take a cold cold cold shower to help with this built up s****l tension I finally calm down. Wrapping a towel waist I walk out of my bathroom to see Amy sitting on my bed. Well s**t this is definitely not what I was expecting.

“Scott.” Amy announces. I have a panic feeling in my chest. What if Shanna saw her come into my room; or what if one of Shanna’s people saw her.Thank God all the rooms on the alpha floor are sound proof. s**t it has only been about two hours since what happened down stairs. I don’t need anymore drama.

“Amy, What are you doing in my room?” I try not to sound pissed as I don’t want to make matters worse.

“I came to speak with you and to apologize on how I acted earlier. It was out of line and I shouldn’t have talked to your friend that way.” Amy smirks. She made sure to emphasize “FRIEND” in her sentence.

“Amy, we both know Shanna means more to me than just friends. That is what is causing issues between us. Let’s not play games.” I respond.

“Well for a person who doesn’t like to play games you sure are good at them.” Amy ‘s sharp tongue makes me short with words.

She is right I did play with her feelings. She has every right to me angry with me. I know this and it is my turn to say sorry. For hurting one of my best friends. I needed to own up to my mistake and make things right between us. I take in a deep breath.

“Amy, you are right. I am an asshole for how I ended things between us. I never meant to hurt you. You have to know you mean the world to me. You have been there for me through my whole life and I don’t want that to change. I love Shanna you know this; but I also care for you. You will always have a place in my heart. What happened with us in the past was a mistake. I should have never crossed the line of friendship. You mean me too much to me and now I have ruined our relationship for a fling between us. When you are so much more than that. You are family to me.” I look into Amy eyes hoping she understands my meaning. That I really do care for her; but our relationship will never again be one of romantic pleasure. Just childhood friends.

“So you regret being with me? Is that what you are saying. That what we had meant nothing to you. That you have never had love in your heart for me.” Amy’s eyes are filled with tears. Her words cutting me deep.

“Amy you know that I love you. Just not in the way I love Shanna. I have to be honest. I don’t want to hurt you further. What we had was a mistake because I hurt you and I regret making you feel like you do now. I know one day you will find someone worthy of your love. Please Amy I don’t want to lose you in my life. Can we just put this behind us and move forward. I want us to be how it used to be before all this craziness. Just two friends who always are there for each other.” I breath out as I wipe the tears away from her cheeks.

“I can try Scott. I will do my best to put my love aside for your happiness.” Amy chokes out.

I lean down and kiss her cheek. “Thank you Amy. I promise you will find someone who deserves your beautiful soul.” I replied.

“Scott, do you mind if a friend visits the pack. He is coming tomorrow for the BBQ?” Amy asks.

I think to myself perhaps maybe this friend can help Amy get over our relationship. I will do anything to make her happy. So of course I replied “Yes of course Amy! I will let the guards know we will have another guest staying with us. Do I know this friend of yours?”

“I don’t think so; but I am sure he will definitely make an impression on everyone.” Amy smile beams.

“Well then I look forward to meeting this friend of yours.” I replied.

“Well I will be going to get ready for dinner then.” Amy gets up and walks to the door.

“Amy….. Thank you again. I don’t deserve someone like you in my life.” I call out to her as she opens the door.

“I know Scott; but you will.” She replies and closes the door behind her.

Feeling like a huge weight has been lifted off my chest I start getting ready. Slipping on a white t-s**t and a dark pair of jeans I run down to the kitchen to make sure the dinner preparations were going as I planned. Once I checked with the kitchen staff I start up to Shanna room to see if I can escort her to dinner. Walking up to her door I take a deep breath and knock. Two seconds later a stunning Shanna opens the door in just a white sightly see-through t-shirt. I can see she is not wearing a bra and her n*****s are harden underneath my intense gaze.

“Well seems someone feels at home already.” I felt the smirk on my face. As my heart fills with so much happiness. I had made sure to have her room filled with all her favorite things. I wanted her to feel at home.

My d**k instantly is hard and I can feel my pulse jump just thinking about her living with me. I look lower to see she is only wearing panties under that shirt showing off her silky legs. I look up again to see Shanna’s cheeks redden as she crosses her arms over her chest trying to hide her amazing breasts. It only makes my d**k harder when I see her breast pulling against her shirt. I instantly grab her arms gently moving them to her sides. I take in her form as I walk into her room closing the door behind me. I can feel her breast now rubbing against my chest.

I lean my head close to her ear whispering. “Don’t hide from me Shanna. You were meant to be worshiped.” And I meant it. All I want to do right now is worship the goddess in front of me. To make her fully mine. To make sweet love to her. I couldn’t help myself and I kiss her neck. I feel her pull back and try to push me away.

Before I could lose this moment I grab her waist pulling her back to me and I smash my lips to hers. Feeling her soft lips against mine; I just about loose it. I lick he lower lip making her gasp knowing this is my chance I slide my tongue into her mouth. I feel her hands move from my chest to my neck. I felt my blood pumping in a way it never has. This women brings things out of me that no one has. I feel her deepen our kiss. I took that as my cue and my hands instantly lower to her soft thighs. I move them slightly lifting her shirt up to grab her tight amazing ass. My mind is racing. I want to take her right here right now. Our kiss is taking the breath out of me when I feel her snap out of the lust. Pushing me away.

I stare down at her beautiful hazel green eyes my emotions on full show. The love I feel for her since the moment I laid eyes on her years ago. She will never know this but since then I have dreamt of this moment. When I could hold her in my arms and kiss those beautiful lips. Peter is howling with joy in my head.

“She is ours! She likes us Scott!! She kissed us back. Maybe you didn’t f**k this up after all.” He purrs out.

“Peter not now! Can’t you see her face as changed!” I replied as panic enter my voice.

I see her face looking at me with something I can’t quite tell if it is regret or she is embarrassed. I see her turn her back to me about to run in the direction of the bathroom. I can’t let her regret what just happened. I need her to know she means more to me than anything. “Shanna wait!! Please don’t run from me.” I quickly grab her waist pulling her back to my chest. As I wrap my arms around her waist bringing her close to me. I lean down bring my cheek next to hers as a take a deep breath. I whisper into her ear. “Don’t run from me Shanna. Do you know how…..”

I am cut off when I hear the door flings open to see non other than her friend Gemma walking in. She stops right in her tracks looking at Shanna in my arms and my face so close to Shanna neck. I see a smirk on her friends face.

“Well at least her friend approves of me.” I say to Peter.

“Well let’s not mess that up Scott.” Peter barks.

Shanna wiggles out of my embrace and turns to her friend. I can see her red cheeks. Gosh she is perfection.

“Yes She is.” Peter barks out.

We are pull out of our thought when Gemma says “OMG sorry didn’t mean to ummmm well ruin the moment.”

She did ruin our moment. At least now I know Shanna has some type of feels for me. I just don’t know where I stand. I was hoping to tell her how I feel but I still have time this weekend. I calm myself. I turn to ask Shanna about escorting her to dinner since that was the whole reason why I came to her room before I got distracted by her lack of clothing. When I hear Shanna response to her friend.

“You weren’t ruining anything! Right Alpha Scott.” Shanna snaps at her friend.

My heart stops at her words. It was like a slap in the face. Did it mean nothing to her. Does she not feel how I feel. I start to think all these things when I see Shanna gaze up at me. I quickly hide my hurt and turn to explain to her friend why I was originally here and to hopefully make Shanna less embarrassed.

“I just came to let Shanna know dinner would be ready soon and if I could escort her.” I turn to look at Shanna.

I can see that say is about to reject my offer. I feel a sharp pain thinking she doesn’t want to be around me. Did I move too fast. She kissed me back. She pulled me to her. Did I miss read the signs. s**t if I did she will be running for the hill. I start to panic when her friend answers.

“Give us about twenty minutes and she will be ready!” Gemma announces.

Before Shanna can say anything I reply “Great I will be back to escort you.” Bending down I kiss Shanna’s cheek and turn to leave the room.