Kayla's POV: He has no idea how much I want him, how much I still love him and want to be with him. So much that I wanted to tell him yes. My heart is screaming at me to say yes but my mind is worried that he is going to do this to me again and I don't know if my heart could handle it a second time. "Jaxson, what you did really hurt." I told him in a shaky voice as more tears fell. "I know baby and I'm sorry. I will do whatever I can to make it up to you." He said still with a hopeful look on his face. "But what if you do it again? A month, or a few months or even after the baby is born you realize that you really don't want my baby. That you really don't want a long term relationship. Then go and push me away like you did at Ryker's. As if all I was for you was a good time a

