Jaxson's POV: After Renée practically took my balls through the ringer, it made me really think on what she said to me. She actually put quite a bit in perspective for me and it made me realize things that I was trying to avoid. I'm still not sure what I want and if I really want to deal with a child but she was right on how I can't get Kayla out of my mind. She was right that I do love her. I didn't want to admit it to myself or let myself believe it but I really do. More than anything in this world, I love Kayla. Everything about her made me happy. I loved seeing her smile, the sound of her laugh and the twinkle in her eye whenever she looked at me. I could see it in her eyes that she had fallen for me and that she had loved me too but I was dumb and stubborn causing me to fall

