Jaxson's POV:
Damn Jax you i***t! I thought as I walked out of Kayla's apartment. You almost screwed it up again! You cannot treat her like you always have with every woman you have ever been with! I continued to yell at myself.
"Shit." I said softly as I closed the door to my rental car.
What the hell was I thinking? Can I do this? Can I really change my behavior and make a commitment? I've never done it before, I've never been interested in it before until now. But if I want her like that then why is it so hard to leave who I was, what I used to do behind me so I can start something new with her? Why is it I rush things, things that always lead to one thing? I can't do that with her, not again. Even though I didn't have intentions of taking her to bed tonight, doesn't mean
