n a v e a h I’ve been a frustrating mess for approximately four hours now , not even a shower has helped calm my nerves one bit . I’ve not seen Lucian since what happened in his bedroom , he’s been locked in his office , not once coming out and I’m thankful for that because if I had seen him and his cocky smirk , I’d have strangled him right then and there . I’ve also not seen Alexander at all and I wonder if he’s still even here . Maybe he went back to his Academy and just didn’t say goodbye because I was so rude to him . I wouldn’t really blame him he if he did , why would he want to say bye when I was so rude ? Walking down the hall , I stop in front of Alexander’s door and inhale a deep breath , banging my hand against the wood . As the seconds tick by anticipation sets in . He lef

