F*CK THE MOON GODDESS

My New Life

5. Angels POV



It's funny how everything can change in the blink of an eye, I'd never imagined a year ago I'd be living as a pack omega that everyone hates. Talk about a fall from grace right. Ever since that brutal day, life has been terrible. My sister who was once my best friend hates me . She often hits me and her lacky followers including anyone in the pack that's having a bad day. Who wouldn't want to beat the packs traitor. Even though Ryan hasn't hit me since the night of the first interrogation when he broke my nose. I can never forget the hatred in his eyes. Ryan asked me all night every night for 3 months straight but my answer never changed and he still doesn't believe me and at some point throughout all of this im starting to question myself if everything happened the way i remembered. Could I have possibly been the reason my parents and the alpha family are dead? Maybe there weren't really any demon monsters, maybe somehow it was me and I just made up this whole thing. Then i realize i love my family and would never hurt them no matter what. About a month into this new life of hell I thought about ending it all. I couldn't handle that hate from everyone, the beatings and the belittling. I just wanted it to end. I missed my parents and just want this pain to stop but the moongoddess came to me and told me everything happens for a reason just be patient and keep a pure heart but i still cant help but question what is the reason for this why must i be hated by the ones i loved most and why must my parents lives be the sacrifices for whatever plan she has for the future. I know it's not my place to even question her plans but the hatred in my peers' eyes can be more than overwhelming. She did bless me with powers. I heal extremely fast. Any cuts, bruises, anything heals instantly. I've also picked up the habit of talking to shadows which I really don't know if that's a blessing or I'm going crazy but it's nice to have company.

The only thing I know for certain is that she told me that my mate will change my whole world. My one true mate will fix all this and make all the pain I'm going through worth it. Lucky for me ive waited and went through hell for 11 long months and finally i turn 18 years old in the morning. I'll finally meet my mate, the one the goddess made just for me. He'll take me away from here and I can find a way to clear my name, make my sister love me again and find the true killers of my parents. I'm so excited the whole day even after the insults, the picking, even with the run in I had with Krissy this morning when she smacked me for looking in her direction when she walked by could stop my excitement. After that I just stayed in my room in the attic in the shadows where no one comes and I'm left alone. I'm too excited to sleep, too excited to eat. This is the moment the moongoddess has for me. This will change everything, I just know it. By the time 8 a.m. hits I'm nothing but a ball of energy waiting to explode from excitement and for the first time in a year I have a smile on my face. I get up and actually try to look decent and get myself together for when i meet my mate ill look presentable. Walking down to the shower with the outfit I picked out today I'm hit with a soft smell of vanilla and honey. I hear a voice in my head

“Mate”

I look around until I realize it's my wolf, I've finally gotten my wolf. My smile actually gets wider if that's even possible.

“Yes child You're correct i am your wolf my name is Nemesis. I'm so glad to finally be whole with you.” she says

“So when do i finally get to shift i want to run free like when i was a kid? Are you as fast as me? Are you pretty? Why am I so different? are you excited about meet are true mate so you and his wolf can run together like how mom and dad use to”

I bombard her with questions until she cuts me off sounding guarded and serious which shocks me because every story I hear about getting your wolf and meeting yours/ their mate they make you restless and none stop talking more happily than you but it looks like I'm different from others in this aspect too.

“Yes angel we are more different than you can even imagine but i have to warn you we are not ready to shift. I dont know what it is about this place but im uncomfortable about showing our true form. We are not like normal wolves. We are powerful. This pack doesn't deserve our powers. And to answer your last question, no I'm not excited to meet our mate. His scent isnt that impressive and i dont know what it is but something just isnt right we dont belong here Angel.”

I think she's joking because there's been no wolf in history that doesnt like their mate and ive come to the conclusion that I have a defected wolf that's lost her mind. I shake off the feelings she is projecting to me and I follow the scent towards the alphas office and before the excitement about my mate is probably Ryan the boy I've dreamed about since I was a kid. This will finally get him to believe me if he is my mate that i didnt kill anyone. We can work together and figure this out he’ll finally look at me again like he used to. But before the excitement overtakes me I hear movement of furniture moving and moaning. By the time I open the door it feels like a truck landed on my chest and I can't breathe. The outfit I had planned for the day is dropped out of my hand and the only sound I hear is ringing in my ears and moaning. I can't believe my eyes. Why? Why her?