Edward pressed harder, hotter kisses down towards the most feminine
part of her. Strong hands eased her thighs apart, thumbs smoothing over
the hidden cleft, making her catch her bottom lip between her teeth and
bite down hard in an effort to hold back the need to urge him on to plead with him beg him to take her now. She wanted the fulfilment she knew was waiting for her just over the
horizon still out of reach. And she wanted it now. But at the same time
she wanted to drag out this most intimate torment of waiting to its
fullest to experience everything that this man could give her.To know
the full truth of being a woman in the hands of a man who truly knew how
to make love to her. A master of his craft a master of passion a master of pleasure.
And it was when those strong fingers stroked the innermost core of her
that Lizw felt she was truly beginning to know the meaning of
pleasure. Beyond thought, incapable of doing anything but respond to him,
she could only open herself up to his touch, submit totally to his control.
Her own control was gone, lost, blasted away on the explosions of
pleasure that his touch had triggered off all over her body, so that now
she was abandoned to pleasure, heedless of anything else. And when his
tongue swirled over the hidden bud of her c******s, already sensitised
almost beyond endurance by the touch of his powerful fingers, she gave
herself up to the mind-blowing shock of fulfilment that had her open her
eyes wide, and her whole body was thrown into a spasm of total
gratification. Edward!’
His name was a wild, soaring moan of abandonment, all thought of what
her tongue might express torn away from her on the waves of delight
that pulsed through her.
‘Oh, yes, dear God, yes! You are so right…’
Another spasm of ecstasy had her gasping for breath before she could
continue. She heard Edward make a rough, dark sound in his throat, then
he moved suddenly, taking her in his arms and holding her tight against
him as she rode the wave of stunned sensuality.
‘Oh, yes…’ she managed again, her lips pressed against his cheek, her body
molten against his. ‘Yes! Living wellis the best revenge…and this is truly
living…’
But, even as she spoke, she felt the change in Edward’s mood, the sudden
stiffening of his long body beside her. The words died in her throat as
she sensed the terrible change in the atmosphere, the sudden
destruction of the heated passion, the soaring pleasure that had gripped
her.
‘Ochi!’
Edward moved suddenly and shockingly, his caressing hand snatched
away, his proud dark head flung back, and he pushed himself to a sitting
position and then, appallingly, jecket knifed off the settee and on to his
feet. Standing like this, he towered above her, big and dark and
disturbingly powerful.Liza risked one terrified glance into his dangerously furious face and then flinched away again, burying her face
in a cushion, with her eyes closed for good measure.
‘Ochi!’he snarled at her again, his normally near-perfect grasp of English
deserting him in the throes of the icy-black rage that burned in his eyes.
‘No! No way! I am not a substitute for any man.’
‘Substitute…Oh, no!’
Sheer horror brought her eyes wide-open again, her whole body shaking
in panic and reaction to the cruelly abrupt end to their lovemaking.
Tremors of fulfilment were still shaking her body, shockingly combined
with the need for more than the delights she had experienced, the
longing for the total satisfaction of his full possession.
A possession that was to be totally denied her as, ruthlessly ignoring
what must be his own body’s still clamouring demands, Edward stooped
and snatched up his jacket and shirt from the floor. Flinging them on, he
stamped his feet into the shoes she had never even noticed him kicking
off in the height of their passion.
Edward—please—no…’
‘I will not be used for your revenge on your rat of a fiancé!’
Edward—no—it was never like that…’
She struggled to sit up but the cushions underneath her were too soft to
give her full support and she only succeeded in writhing in a wild ungainly struggle that got her nowhere as Edward whirled on his heel and headed
for the door.
‘Please…’
But she was talking to the empty air as his powerful, furious stride
carried him away from her and out of the room, the door slamming loudly
behind him.
Edward…’
Even though she knew he couldn’t hear her, or if he could then he was not
going to listen, Liza still called out after him as she stumbled to her
feet and started to rush after him. But, tripping over the tangle of
clothes on the floor, she was reminded of her embarrassing state of
undress and the impossibility of running after him like this.
But her trousers and underwear were knotted together and she was still
struggling to get them fit to put on when she heard the main door in the
hall bang hard against the wall as if Edward had wrenched it open with a
strength and force that revealed every burning degree of the fury that
gripped him
‘Wait!’
She knew it was useless but still she had to try. She had managed to get
her trousers back on, abandoning the knickers as useless time wasting,
and she was still pulling them up and struggling to fasten them as she ran
on bare feet out into the hall and towards the main door that was still
coming slowly to full closure. Edward!’ she yelled after him in the vain hope that he might hear her, but deep inside she knew it was already too
late.
A fear that was confirmed as she reached the far side of the hall, got
her fingers on the door handle…only to hear the full-throated growl from
the engine of Edward’s powerful car as he swung it away from its parking
space out in the courtyard and roared off down the drive at breakneck
speed.
But still she couldn’t stop herself from wrenching open the door and
stumbling out into the darkness of the night.
‘It wasn’t like that…Please—it wasn’t like that at all…’ she cried
despairingly, knowing that there were only the owls in the trees or
perhaps a whirling bat flying through the air to hear her as she watched
the red tail-lights of the car disappear down the winding drive and out of
sight into the darkness.
The father clock that stood in the hallway was chiming yet another
hour as Liza prowled restlessly round the library, checking once more
out of the window in the hope that there might at last be some sign of
Edward’s return. Her ears strained to hear the sound of his car engine,
her eyes hunting for the gleam of his headlights in the pinkish light of
dawn but to no avail. She’d followed exactly the same routine only a few
moments before and there had been nothing to see. There was little
point at all in trying again.
And yet she just could not keep still. It had been like this all through the night. Ever since the moment that
Edward had stormed out of the house, she had been unable to settle,
unable to concentrate on anything. She had paced up and down the
hallway, half longing and yet half terrified that she would hear the sound
of the car and know that he had come back. He had to come back so that
she could explain to him that she had not meant her wild, foolish words in
the way that he had taken them. But, knowing the mood in which he had
left, she dreaded actually confronting him and seeing his face, reading
the fury in his eyes. She suspected that, no matter how hard she tried,
he would never believe her. But she had to try.
She’d seen that look in his eyes—the black fury, the total contempt, the
absolute rejection of everything about her—once before, on that
dreadful night when Jaty had found them together. And then, so much
younger and more naïve, she hadn’t acted on it. Instead, she’d reacted
out of fear—being so desperate for her father’s approval—and pain
as a result of the bitter hurt of Edward’s stinging rejection of her that
she had lashed out unthinkingly.
She had been knocked for six from the first moment that she had seen
Edward at work in the stables. Nothing in her few immature connections
with the boys she knew had prepared her for the sheer physical impact
of a fully adult male, dark and dangerous and oh so sexy.
She’d followed him round like a puppy, had tried to flirt and been so bad
at it that she had blushed and stammered her way through any
conversations she had had with him. She’d even bought tickets for a
show, claiming they’d been a gift, and invited him to join her. He’d said
that he had to work but that night she’d seen him walking back from the
pub with Julen, one of the maids. He’d taken the girl into his flat, where
she could just imagine what sort of ‘work’ they’d be doing. Burning with humiliation and jealousy, she’d determined that she would
show him.
She’d got hold of the spare key to his flat, gone up there when she knew
he was out, wearing just some brand new underwear under her coat.
She’d had a long, nerve-racking wait until she’d heard his footfalls, heavy,
weary, coming up the stairs. Then, just as he’d come into the room, she’d
stepped forward into a patch of moonlight and thrown her coat off.
His reaction had been far from welcoming.
‘Go away, Liza,’ he said. ‘Leave me alone.’
But of course she couldn’t do that. Having nerved herself to get this far,
she wasn’t going to back down, not unless she had to. And so she flung
herself into his arms, pressed her mouth against his, insisting that she
was all woman, every bit as much a woman as Julen. And, just for a
moment, she could have sworn that he responded.But then he wrenched his mouth from hers, grabbed at her arms to push
her away.
Don’t delude yourself, child,’ he flung at her in a voice thick with
contempt. ‘I have no interest in you in that way at all. I don’t play with
little girls.’
In her mind she could see the scene all over again. The way that the light
had flicked on so shockingly unexpectedly, and the appalling table that
it had revealed. Herself in Edward’s powerful arms, her hair mussed into tangled disarray, her inexpertly applied lipstick smudged all over her face, her only clothing the white lace knickers and bra—one strap falling
down over her arm, almost at her elbow.