‘Talk…!’
Just for a moment defiance flared and she flung him an angry glare, her
tongue itching to tell him to leave, go now, and never come back again.
But almost immediately the remembrance of the fact that he had been
invited—and invited by Jety’s lawyer—stilled the angry words. That
control slammed back into place, her teeth snapping closed over what she
had been about to say, and instead she gave a cold, disdainful nod, her
eyes looking straight past him, out beyond the open door to where the
undertaker’s hearse and cars now waited.
‘Later,’ was all she said as she moved forward, head high, her mouth set
in a firm, determined line.
‘Later,’ Edward echoed softly as she swept past him, knowing it
was a promise as much to himself as to her. His mouth twisted slightly as he watched her walk away from him, the slim back held stiffly straight
like her gleaming head. ‘Oh, yes, we’ll talk later, Miss .’
Let her have her moment of triumph, her belief that she had got the
upper hand in the situation—for now. He was quite content to stand back
and watch, stand back and let her act out the role of lady of the manor,
queen of all she surveyed, for a little while longer. After all, what was
that European saying about the harder they fall…? And little Miss
Liza
had a very hard fall coming soon.
Not so little, the most masculine part of his nature added in wry
acknowledgement. Liza had done a lot of growing up in the
years since he had last seen her, and she’d done it in all the right ways—
physically at least. The delicious promise of a lovely young girl had turned
into the fully sensual beauty of a woman. She was taller, slimmer, but her
body had rounded in all the right places, adding gentle curves at breasts
and hips that raised his pulse to beat stronger, heavier, at the thought
of what lay beneath the stark black tailored suit, the neat white blouse
that was buttoned right up to the base of her delicate neck, concealing
all but the fine skin of her throat.
Her face had lost the faint roundness of youth, the high cheekbones
becoming stronger, more sharply defined in the pale oval of her face and
the blue-grey of her eyes seemed lighter than ever before in contrast to
the rich fall of the burnished chestnut hair and the deep rose tint of the
softly curved mouth.
Just for a second the memory of what it had felt like to know the taste
of that mouth, have those lips open under his, stabbed at him with erotic
sharpness. But the recollection of what had happened afterwards was
enough to throw the mental equivalent of a bucket of icy water over any
suggestion of the flames that might have flared in his mind, hardening
his resolve before it had a second’s chance to waver One thing that hadn’t changed about Liza was the cold-eyed,
disdainful, totally dismissive look she could turn on anyone she considered
beneath her contempt. The ‘what is this piece of dirt under my feet?’
expression that she had just used on him was exactly as it had been
before, only this time given extra power as a result of seven years’ more
maturity, 4 years more of having everything her own way.
Well, not any longer. She would find out soon enough why he was here and
then the ice queen would struggle to retain that icy calm when everything
around her became hotter than hell. Let her see if she could manage to
hold on to her hauteur then.
But the other people in the room had started to move forward, following
in Liza’s wake. Outside, where the rain had finally started to ease, the
first of a line of sleek black cars had drawn up by the open door. For now,
Lady Liza would have to wait; he had a funeral to go to.
The funeral of the father he had never known.
The father that Liza had stolen away from him.
Liza,I need to talk to you.’
Hilton touched Liza’s elbow to draw her attention away from
the elderly lady she was helping into her coat ‘It is important.’
‘But does it have to be now?’
Liza cast a quick glance around the room that was now almost empty
and gave a small sigh of relief. The ordeal of the day was almost over.
Another few minutes and she had hoped to be able to kick off the
elegant shoes that had been crippling her for hours, put her feet up and
maybe actually enjoy a cup of tea instead of constantly having to snatch a
sip here or there, putting it down and forgetting about it or simply
holding it in her hand while the liquid inside grew cold as she struggled to
make conversation with yet another person she barely knew.
‘Can’t it wait?’
‘I’m afraid not. It’s about Jety’s will.’
The solicitor was obviously on edge. His eyes wouldn’t quite meet hers
and he shifted awkwardly from one foot to the other as he spoke,
twisting something sharply in her nerves.
‘Is there something wrong? Hilton—what is it?’
‘I’d prefer to do this properly…In private.’
A wave of Hilton’s hand took in the room, indicating the last few
remaining stragglers who were finally making their way towards the door.
Edward was not amongst them, Liza was irritated to see Instead, he was standing at the far end of the room, staring out of the
window at the garden where the rain was once more lashing down.
Just the sight of him sent a nervous thrill down her spine, one that she
had grown accustomed to all through the church ceremony and again at
the graveside, when she had fought with her tears as the coffin had
been lowered into the ground. It was a shiver that had nothing to do with
the cold, sneaking wind that had replaced the rain showers for a while. It
had everything to do with the terrible sense of apprehension that
shuddered over her skin every time she looked at him. She still had no
idea at all why he was here, and he clearly was in no sort of a hurry to
explain.
It was like waiting for a tiger to pounce. Like being stalked silently and
intently by a big, powerful, dangerous predator and never ever knowing
just when the beast would leap and she would feel the rake of its claws,
the tear of its teeth.
She’d tried to convince herself that she was being over-imaginative. That
for some reason, a reason she couldn’t manage to come up with herself
right now, Liza had felt obliged to come and pay his last respects to
the man who had once, very briefly, been his employer 4 years ago.
But no matter how she tried, that line of reasoning just didn’t convince.
For one thing, Liza had never been the sort of man who felt obliged
to do anything. Even as a much younger man, he had clearly been in
control of his life and bowed to no one when it came to making decisions
about it. And now, at thirty, he had so obviously made his way in the
world and come so far from the man he had been that she couldn’t
imagine him conceding anything to anyone.
Which meant that he was here for his own reasons and he was
determined not to let her know what those were until he was good and
ready. Well, they’d have to wait until she’d spoken to Hilton now.
‘Just give me five minutes then…’
Another round of the room, shaking hands, saying goodbyes, filled in the
time she’d asked for and soon everyone had left. Everyone except for
Hilton, who was busy with some call on his mobile phone, and Edward,
who was still standing exactly where he had been before, hands pushed
deep into the pockets of his superbly tailored trousers, his long legs
slightly apart, feet in highly polished hand stitched boots planted firmly
on the wooden floor, his attention fixed on the view beyond the window.
Seeing him like this, anyone would think thathe was the owner of the
Manor House, Liza told herself irritably. He stood there like the lord
of all he surveyed when really he was…
He was what?
The question stopped her dead. Her already reluctant steps towards the
man at the window faltered to a halt as she remembered just how little
she actually knew about Edward. And about the Edward who had
appeared here this afternoon she knew nothing at all. Wherever he had
lived, whatever he had done, he had prospered, there was no doubt about
that, but she knew nothing of his story, of his way of life.
Had he gone back to his native Europe when he had left here…?
The thought died in her head as, his attention caught by her presence Liza turned his head slowly and she met his black-eyed gaze head on.
She had managed to avoid doing this all day and now she knew why. Being
fixed by that polished jet stare made her feel like a butterfly, trapped
and pinned to a board, unable to move. His expression was calm, even
bland, but behind the heavy, hooded lids burned something she couldn’t
understand or explain—she only knew that she didn’t trust it for a
moment.
‘Miss Liza…’
His tone was calm too, the inclination of his dark head in
acknowledgement of her just enough to be polite, but his expression still
gave nothing away.
‘You have a spectacular view,’ she heard him continue with a strong sense
of disbelief. Did he really think that she had approached him to chat
casually, make light conversation?
‘I don’t believe I ever saw it the last time I was here.’
‘Things were…very different then…’ Liza managed, her tongue tangling
over the words. Because she had the feeling that, coming close to him
like this, she had made a terrible mistake. And suddenly she knew just
what she had been avoiding all day.
By dodging any contact with him all through the afternoon she had also
managed to avoid looking at him—really looking at him. Looking at him up
close. And, by doing so, she knew she had been trying to deny the potent
impact that he had on her senses. He had a raw, masculine appeal that. had reached out and grabbed her years before, when she had been only
eighteen, fresh out of school as anything. And that appeal was
still there, intensified, concentrated, enhanced by 4 years of
maturity, 4 years of success, it seemed. If Edward had once been
her Angel, then now he was all that and more—a Angel.
The epitome of male power and strength and pure, distilled, masculine
sex appeal.
It was the recognition of that that had had her on the run all afternoon,
dodging any contact with him that might have forced her to face up to
the truth sooner. The bitter memories of the past, the sense of
apprehension about his reasons for being here, even the fact that she
was engaged to be married—nothing could come between her and the fact
that Liza was the most devastatingly sexy man she had ever
encountered in her life.
‘We were different people.’
She flung the words at him, using the snappish tone as a defence, hoping
to hide her inner confusion. He might show every sign of having
prospered since she had last seen him, but it didn’t alter the fact that
she had once cost him his employment, his only home. Honour demanded
that she should acknowledge that but the words tangled up on her tongue
as a Edward lifted a sardonically enquiring eyebrow.
‘Were we?’
‘Yes. Totally different.’
Suddenly Liza had had more than enough of this mystery—more than
enough of his unsettling presence with no explanation for it.