ACHILLES In the first place, we were never really in a relationship... So how do I even begin to move on from something that technically never started? And yet, here I am, still haunted by every little memory. It’s like everything triggers me, random posts on social media, songs I hear, places I go. I still find myself looking for her everywhere, hoping I’d see her even just from afar. I remember how I admired her silently, how I watched her from a distance without saying a word. And now, she suddenly reaches out. She acts like she cares. She says sweet things, talks to me like maybe she feels the same. But I know deep down, she’s just drunk, or maybe bored, and in the morning she probably won’t even remember what she said. It hurts because I don’t even know what’s real anymore. Ang hir

