Raven I looked at at Rhett’s face. I had heard him trashing the place and I came to check but didn’t expect the amount of damage I was met with. He must have been hurting just as much as I had been. I could tell all of them were hurting but I just couldn’t bring myself to say anything. Everytime I closed my eyes, the images of when I was with Varek flashed so realistically that I though I was still there. I could vaguely remember screaming in Rhett’s face one night and since then, he hadn’t come close to me. I knew if I hadn’t come to him now, he probably would never come close to me again. I suggested us sleeping together even before I had fully thought about it. But now that it was out there, it made so much sense. I needed it. He also needs it but I need it more. I want to not fe

