Larry didn't stay on the rooftop for long. Not long after he left, I found it a bit cold, so I left too. Returning to the room from the rooftop, my mind remained unsettled. I thought carefully about what Larry said just now. Was it jealousy? Was that feeling that the heart was burning and tongue was bitter, that feeling that screamed inside the body that I wanted to spend every moment of my life with someone, was jealousy? Was I even allowed to feel jealous? All the kinds of thoughts in my mind made me restless, even a bit like torture. Seated on the bed, I tried to remove these emotions from my mind. Just like that, I fell asleep. Many nightmares appeared in my sleep, and the one that frightened me the most was when Gideon looked at Belinda in a white wedding dress the same dear

