Demir
I don’t know where to go. I don’t know what to say. For once in my entire long life, I am out of words, out of f*ucks to give in my own frustration. She zapped me again instead of trusting me. She risked my kid’s life. I don’t care about her reasons, I don’t care about what she has to say or how sure she felt in her own righteousness.
She risked Dzhan’s life.
If it wasn’t for my job and the fact that her survival means Dzhan’s as well, I’d be… gods, but it’s not it. It’s a lie I tell myself in my own anger. I’d never leave her. I can’t. If I could, I would, obligations be damned. Geneva f*ucking went behind my back, twice in a night, and I am still here. With her. That’s how f*ucking weak I am for her. That’s what pisses me off the most. Not what she did, not her recklessness, th
