Geneva
The water is too hot and the shower cabin is too small even for me and I hate it as I take my time to clean all the day off my body. Everything that happened tonight, today, it all comes crushing down on me and feel like I am loosing my ground. The only thing that keeps me together is the realization that Demir is still here, with me, my anchor during the storm that my life is. He chose me. Despite of who I am, despite of the fact I did everything I could, and even more, to push him away, despite how recklessly I acted earlier, he stayed.
The thought of it makes warmth spread through me and my heart settles as my shoulders relax and suddenly, it’s just me and the hot water, and the shadow keeping me company from the corner of the ceiling. I feel safe and protected, and understood.
