Demir There is something in the way Geneva says that last part about how she’s willing to sacrifice herself for me and Dzhan that does not sit well with me. I know she cares and it means the world for me that she’s so passionate about it but I just can’t bear the thought of something, anything, happening to her because of me. My arms wrap around her protectively and if I could, I would f*ucking take her inside me to protect her from all harm. My heart swells with all the feelings I have for her, the ones I can name and the ones I am still afraid to call what they are because it’s scary and I don’t know how to deal with them. “I won’t let you get hurt, Geneva,” I whisper in her hair, that possessiveness creeping up to the surface again and this time I don’t want to keep it under wraps. I

