Eriana
Emptiness. Sparks. That was all I could feel as I laid in Derion’s arms for the first time in two weeks. Emptiness and sparks. I feel dead on the inside like I’ve lost a major part of myself. My heart ached as I felt the loss of my little one. I’d known for a few days that I was pregnant, and I planned the cutest announcement for Derion. I planned out a nursery and an entire future for my baby, and it was snatched away in an instant.
I was so excited for Bria to be a big sister; I was excited to grow my family with Derion. I was excited for our life together. I pictured Derion changing diapers and playing video games with our baby on his chest. I imagined our entire life together, and I was so excited about all the possibilities, and now it was all gone. It was all… gone and I
