CHAPTER 51.
Having not seen or met Taylor in the past few days was punishment enough. I never anticipated that it would affect me so deeply. I found myself incapable of doing things right, drowning my sorrows in alcohol and avoiding any visitors. I didn't want to see anyone of not her,I made sure I avoided Lucas by all means and I do the same for Charlotte,I get pissed when I see a female figure walk through my door and it's not her.
Lucas often barged in, furious and scolding me for neglecting my responsibilities to the country. However, I was unable to summon the strength to change everything. I made countless attempts to reach Taylor, dialing every one of her phone numbers, but she never answered.
Nevertheless, this is not the end for us. For the past five days, I have been eagerly w
