PSYCHOPATH

IN THE BEGINNING

Still dressed in his piece of simple clothing and his dark shades on, he felt like he had a military armor on, the type that a giant like Goliath would wear.

His heart is so heavy, his mind filled with enough burden to last him till eternity, his heart was tired and so was his soul.

His drive back home was slow for he couldn't seem to get the picture of the lady he had just shot out of his mind. Her eyes kept flashing and so could he remember what are smile was like.

He slapped himself so hard at a point just so he could concentrate, he had to pinch himself over and over just go he wouldn't slip into a dreamy state.

Finally, there was his house in all it's glory, it's a five bedroom mansion with two living rooms and a very big pool. That painted the picture of a rich man yet that rich man wasn't rich in mind.

He made his way into his garage for it was made to automatically open itself with the control of it's remote.

There he was right in the garage, head on his steering wheel as Tintin's name echoed again and again in his mind.

" What is this torture"? he muttered. Then he opened his car door and jammed it again so hard like it will ease his pain.

It was all dark inside, for he wanted just to be in the dark, he changed that bright interior that Lilly decorated after their harsh breakup. His light was gone so he didn't want to live in the light.

He smiled when he recalled how he would always call her his light. Lily brought light into his life and then she slipped away with her light and then a dark handsome cold man was made.

He went to his cabinet and there he poured for himself a shot of whiskey, he took it all in one gulp while he held on to his throat, like he was being burnt from inside.

Tears welled up in his eyes, and he tried so hard to shake it off.

" Be a man fool" a voice at the back of his mind muttered.

He dipped his hand into his pocket and there it was his murder weapon, it was a silencer that keeps you silent till the end of time and seasons. He wanted so desperately to end it all with his own weapon.

" Drop that gun you nitwit" another voice came.

"I am right here with you" came a younger voice.

He was tired of the raging war in his head, it felt like he had the good fighting the bad. Strength battled weakness. Compassion wanted so hard to surface yet there was was evil suppressing it. He held on to his head and there they were again, the hot tears that accompanied it .

He dragged himself into the bathroom, he just wanted to drown his mystery in the Bath tub. Shower on, cold water flowed, he wished he could add a little bit of ice. He needed the ice for his body temperature was starting to rise.

The cold water reminded him of how he met Lily. She was really Lily for she smelled like Lilly.

It was on a raining day, he was in an hurry to get back home for he hated the rain, he rushed to the bus station and there was the bus with one seat left.

He grabbed the railings to get in yet someone was holding him back, he turned and there was a lady holding on to his jacket. She wanted the sit too.

He tried so hard to be a gentleman for he did not want to push her away and while they went back and fourth, another took the sit and at the end it was just both of them staring hard at each other. They struggled to catch their breath and at the end both hissed and went in opposite directions.

If you were thinking of love at first sight, theirs wasn't the case.

He finally got an Uber and that made it faster for him. He got home and couldn't stop hissing.

" Really"? he muttered while trying so hard to picture the face.

He must have slept off for there he was right in bed with the annoying sound of his alarm that must have woken him up.

He got dressed and out he went for it was another work day. It was Friday so he couldn't wait for weekend to come.

Work moved faster that day and he was back home just before 7pm, he didn't have too many friends so he had to go out on his own.

He decided to watch a movie, horror it was for he likes movies that made his skin cringe while he had goosebumps here and there.

Finally he settled in the cinema, and he was about opening his drink when he perceived the smell of Lilly. It reminded him of the lady he had a tussle with and he couldn't help but smile.

She sat right beside him and at a point during the movie, she slept off while constantly nodding off in his direction. Finally right there was her head on his right shoulder and she slept off soundly.

Movie was finally over, so he had to gently tap her. She opened her eyes slowly and then he she had that look of confusion, shock, then shame.

"I am so sorry" she apologized over and over and it became embarrassing to him.

" It's fine, I guess it's must have been a stressful week" he said.

There the conversation began and it went on and on, they left the cinema together and they decided to go to a bar.

On and on they went like they were old buddies.They would constantly look in each other's eyes and end it with a smile so genuine yet they both were shy.

Finally they had to go their separate ways for it was getting late, and they both needed the rest, it's been a long day after all.

They exchanged contacts and there they decided to make reservations for the weekend together.

He couldn't stop smiling on his way home, and even after he got in bed, he just couldn't forget the face of Lily, he smiled over and over like he was an highschool kid in love.

He was starting to gradually sleep off when his phone rang. He picked the call and there he heard a sweet voice.

"Good evening Alonso, I just wanted to thank you for today. I really enjoyed the evening with you" she said.

"Hi Lily, it was an evening well spent" he said while trying so hard to conceal his excitement.

On and on they both rambled like they have been friends for a long time. It was from one topic to the other and when there were no topics left, they simply enjoyed hearing each other breath.

They reconfirmed their reservations for the weekend, and before they knew it it was morning.

" I have to go now Alonso, housechores call" she said. She did not want to leave yet she had to if they were to meet in the afternoon.

" It's fine Lily" he muttered with mixed emotions like he wouldn't get to talk to her again.

Finally the call ended with each pushing the end button at the same time for they went on and on about who would end the call.

Alonso couldn't wait just to be with Lily, flowers made him sneeze yet he wanted to be with this Lily that smelt like Lillies.

He worked with the speed of light for he wanted to take a thorough bath in preparation for this meeting with Lily.

Finally it was noon, it time to meet his lilly, he had a simple jean on with a shirt and he had his dark sunshades on.

They were to meet and the city square after which they are to move to the beach, he had his swim suit in a small bag pack and while he was trying to smell himself, there was Lily in all her glory walking towards him.

The slow mo must be on, for every step seemed delayed, careful choosing while she swayed and swayed in a way that turned him on.

" Hey there" came the voice of Lily after what seemed like an eternity of waiting.

He couldn't speak, yet his eyes communicated all that she needed to hear, she was beautiful and he was mesmerized.

Hand in hand they flagged a taxi and they were on their way to the beach.

They ride was fast for within ten minutes they were right there.

They both went into the changing room after which they were right out.

Lily in a bathing suit that exposed her two babies and a body so smooth and bright that even it's brightness can blind the sun itself.

There stood Alonso in all his glory, he was equally an all rounder, packs in the right places with a smooth baby skin, they jumped right in the shallow part and on and on water splashed.

Evening was finally here and they had to be on, they had to say their byes again but they will meet again. It was just the beginning.

They met at every given time that they had an opportunity and a relationship blossomed between the two love struck adults.

It was had to know who owns what for they were in each other's space. Lily had a bull dog that Alonso loved so much and he would always buy treats from time to time.

It was just three months of love and relative peace and he knew he was ready to go down the isle with his woman.

He got a ring for he was ready to go down on both knees if possible to propose to the love of his life.

He wanted to propose to her in the evening so he wanted to make it a surprise. He wanted to go to her home to decorate just before she gets back from work after all he had the key.

He moved with so much excitement you would think he is running, finally he got in with his keys and headed towards her room. He wasn't expecting anybody to be home so he opened the door without knocking and right there was Lily all tied covered in Lilies while she was being pounded by an hefty man while the other had his camera on and was recording.

She was moaning with so much ecstasy, just the way she would moan for him. He dropped what he was carrying and turned towards him with a look of shock on Lily's face.

He walked out while holding to his heart, for he knew it was about to fail him, he ran home for his home wasn't far from hers and locked the door right behind him.

He cried so hard while his heart ached his brain shutdown for the pain was too much for it, his heart ached, his chest quaked, his legs shook like it was about to break.

He went right into his drawer and he wanted to just end it, he couldn't bear the pain, he was about taking a shot when Lily opened his door and walked in.

She had tears in her eyes yet she had no explanation and she kept on saying was sorry.

Then he looked her dead in the eye, he thought about all the good things they shared and he smiled, yet that smile quickly turned into a frown while his eyes rolled back inside his head like they did not want to see her.

The image flashed again and he could hear her moans right at the back of his mind, his heart must have stopped that minute for he had a look of disgust before shooting her right in the face and down she went with a big thud.

He went into his kitchen, got a big keg of fuel, he doused the whole house after which he lit his matches and dropped.

He locked the door and walked on and on , he held his house explode right behind him.

He lost it all at once but there in his hand was a gun that killed Lily.