3 days later The day that I dreaded has finally arrived. I had no plans to stay in the hiding forever, one way or another I needed to face my f****d up reality. Living with Ryder was like living in a fantasy world where it's all rainbows and sunshine. Which is definitely desirable but I have to deal with all my demons in the real world so that they wont enter the fantasy one. When I get to the C building, I drive towards the parking lot in the back. I hesitate before I open the car door, dragging myself towards the the door that leads to the elevator. Why am I even nervous? It's not like I did or am doing anything wrong. As soon as the elevator spits me out on the first floor where the lobby is, all eyes turn towards me. Some look nervous or shocked, I can't distinguish which one is w

