Glorious Hate

The Deal<3 Ryder

Virginity is a big deal. Definitely not to me but to others. They say they want to lose it when  they get married or in a committed relationship or at a certain age. However, I fail to find the reason why its so significant. Its just like going to school or work for the first time; there is going to be a change of some sort but you keep on living.

My father started giving me s*x talk on how to wear protection when I was twelve years old, in his words; "if you are silly with your willy you will get a Billy", anyways, that just shows how he was subtly encouraging me to HAVE s*x but just be careful.

He taught me everything from wearing a condom to leaving a lady satisfied.  I put my father's words into action the day I turned fourteen years old; losing my virginity a girl who didn't look too older than me. I don't know how it happened but it was my 14th Birthday; I had ditched the party that my father had planned for me. I was quite angry that I couldn't invite my friends from school; instead my father had summoned every business man within his reach which is why my party was filled with old farts. However, while I was in my room, I heard a knock, the girl came in after I gave her permission to. She didn't speak to me or anything and decided to just attack my lips. 

Not that I was complaining, she was hot; brown eyes, brown skin and an hour glass figure. And I was a teenage horny kid. One thing led to another; it was the best part of my birthday and I will never forget it but I never saw the girl again. Who cares anyways, all that matters is that I became a pro after that day.

"We need to talk." I look besides me to face Ophelia who is lying besides me while starring at the ceiling.

"About what?" I ask.

"I have to say that your abilities in bed are better than I expected comparing to your kissing. So I am going to offer you a deal." She pauses to ensure that I am keeping up with what she is saying.

"I'm listening." I reply not minding her insults to my kissing abilities.

" We can do this anytime we need to... relieve some kind of emotion whether it be anger or stress; however, not a single soul should know about this arrangement. Deal?

"Anytime?" I ask with a smirk on my face.

"Anytime not every time. Now, do we have a deal?" She turns her face to look at me.

"Whatever you say." I smile at her, I mean who is going to say no to free s*x with no strings attached. On top of that, having s*x with one of the richest people in the world should not be even questioned.

"You have no conditions of your own?"  She questions with a look of confusion on her face.

"Not at all. I agree with everything you said but you left out one crucial thing."

"And what is that?" Her eyebrows just get closer to each other, showing the increase of confusion.

"No strings attached." I state with a straight face; out of the blue, she starts laughing to the extent that I notice traces of tears on her cheeks. Queer.

" That is the best joke that I have heard in my entire life." Then your life is so sad because what I said will never be considered a joke.

"What do you mean? I was not joking." Now its my eyebrows that are drawing towards each other like magnet creating a confused expression.

"I did not mention about the strings because there is no reason to. There is no chance for anything to develop between us other than tour relationship as f*** buddies and business partners." We'll see about that. That's what they all say, girls are too deep in their emotions to not feel anything. They might try to not feel anything but emotions flow through their bodies like blood.

"Not even friends?"

"I do not do friends." She answers, adding in a sigh.

"Then what do you do?" She doesn't say anything instead, just straddles my waist with both her legs on either side of me. 

"You." Ophelia says, her uncovered v****a sliding straight down on my now hard member. I groan as she keeps on bouncing up and down for what seems like ages until  she reaches her climax. Before I reach mine, I pull out and let the contents of my d*** cover my abdomen and the sheets on the bed. She gets off me and makes her way out of bed. 

"Where are you going?" I ask.

"Clean your mess up.I will be back." She doesn't wait for me to answer, so, I make my way to the bathroom and start cleaning the mess that I made on myself. When I finish, I remove the sheet and the bed spread; folding it up and putting it in cabinet in the bathroom under the sink. Going back in the bedroom, I find Ophelia already putting new bed sheets and bed spread.

"I put the dirty ones in the cabinet by your sink." I tell her before she asks.

"I did not ask you." She says as she finishes off her task.

"But you were going to."

" Do not assume."  Starting to pick up our clothes from the floor and putting them on the couch, I ignore her lie always. I walk to where she is sitting on her bed; drinking some wine from her glass. I guess that is what she went to get when she left me. Looking at the wine, I notice the name *screaming eagle Cabernet 1992* written in black letters.

"That wine seems fancy." I say.

"It is." She answers as she starts typing on her phone. I pick up the bottle of wine from the little table beside her bed , taking a very close look at it because this might be the last time I get this close to something that looks like it cost a fortune. When I look back up, I find her already starring at me; her mouth pouted to the side, her head slightly tilted to the left and her eyes squinted as if she is contemplating about something.

"Have a drink with me Ryder." She says while parting the space besides her on the bed and flashing me a blinding smile. Something is up. Like I said before, there is always an underlying message from Ophelia's smiles but I don't put too much thoughts in it because she just offered me a drink.  Who would pass a chance to drink something so fancy.

"Where is your kitchen?"

"If you want a glass there is no need. You can just drink from the bottle." She answers as if she she read my mind.

"How did you know that I wanted to go and get a glass?"

"Why else would want to go to my kitchen?" Ophelia fires back.

"Fair enough. Won't you want more wine when you finish the one in your glass?"

"No, I am fine with this one. I have quite had my fair share of that wine." She says, going back to typing on her phone. Well, more for me then. I think to myself as I take a big gulp; the sweet taste of cherry quickly evading my taste buds; the liquid smoothly flowing down my throat, making me groan in contentment. I repeat this action multiple times until I feel my mind slip into the stream of consciousness mode. But, that doesn't stop me, I keep taking more gulps before the bottle is pulled from my strong grip by Ophelia.

"Hey! What are you doing? I was drinking that." I say in a playful tone as I stretch out my hands to try and get the bottle back from Ophelia; my words sounding slurred from the alcohol I consumed.

"I know that but you are finishing my wine." She answers back as she puts the bottle away from my reach.

"You're so pretty. Like really pretty."

"I know." She says as she comes to sit on my lap.

"But you're not nice. You are so mean to everyone and that makes you ugly. But I think you are still pretty." I say and wrap my hand around her neck, bringing her face to mine so that our foreheads touch.

"I know."

"Why are you so mean_" *burp* "to people though."

"Can I tell you something?" She asks, playing with her fingers that are between us. I lie back down on the bed; bringing her with me so that she is lying on top of me with her legs on either side of my hips.

"Yeah, sure. Anything." I encourage her and play with her soft, long blonde hair. She is quiet for a long time; when I am about to remove her face from my neck to look at her face, she starts talking.

"I don't have a reason to hate people. Its just how my mind functions; like there is a switch inside me that is turned on to automatically be mean to everyone that I come into contact with. A lot of it has to do with what I went through before. What I am still going through. All the rape..."

Hellooooooooo guys. I understand that this chapter doesn't have a lot of action but it contributes a LOT to the storyline as you will find out later. I just want to take a moment to give myself a pat on the back for sticking to writing this book because it's not an easy job.  BELIEVE ME.

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