Michelle POV My mood is terrible because of the fight. Why Albern didn't just give in, I never asked him to love me. I did not ask him to hold on. When he disappeared and didn't give any more news, he forgot his feelings for me. I have no idea… I honestly don't want to hurt the people around me. They mean a lot to me after I lost my parents. I'm sure everyone sees me as a tough woman. But they had no idea how much trauma I felt, especially every time they terrorized me. Those who are always out there and don't allow me to be happy I'm not that strong, at least for now my trauma has dramatically diminished. Nobody knows I routinely train my soul to hold firm. Just imagine, since I was young until now, I received repeated terror. Luckily I am still firm in life. If not possible, far, I ha

