How can I not trust him?

First Kiss

Nathaniel and I are currently sitting at a bench in a nearby park, after he suddenly appeared outside my work place, he corniviced me that we needed to talk and if I am being honest we needed to have a serious conversation. “ I thought about everything that I would say when I met you again, but sitting here now I do not even know where to begin.” He said after a moment of silence, oh God his voice does things to me, he has a soft but deep voice, gentle but also rough. I was staring at him now, he had a small pointed nose, long curly lashes on to top of his eye catching eyes, his lips are small but full but plump with a line between the lower lips that I could not wait to kiss, his forehead was small, and his chin is pointed with a softly defined jawline, he is a work of art.

I felt my arm being shaken, when I realised what I was doing Nathaniel was looking at me with a bright smile on his face like I had just made his day. I shook my head to chase the naught thoughts away but I think that is going to be slightly hard, who am I kidding it is going to be f*****g hard. “ I missed you” he blurted out while looking at me, “ you do not even know me” I said, he looked at me like a math equation he is trying to figure but not succeeding and shook his head, “ I like you Gabriel and I want to be your boyfriend” he declared while looking at me, damm the way my name rolls of his tongue is hot, I want him to keep saying it but we have a big problem I can’t just start dating him, what if my parents find out? But when I thought about saying no to him my heart hurt like someone is stabbing me. So I did the next best thing, I told him I liked him too, and his face lit up at that but I said we have to it take slow, get to know each other and see were the current takes us, his face seems to fall at that but he quickly recovered and nodded his head.

So what do you want to know about me?” he asked, “ well your full name for starters” I smiled at him. He told me that his name is Nathaniel Darkwood and he is a second and last born of his parents, he has a big sister who is already married and a three year old son who he seems to adore. He also told me that he is in training to take over his family business when his father retires. I told him that I have graduated high school last year but I am taking a gap year, while working at the café/ restaurant. When he asked why I told him that I do not like school that much, which is true, but the other reason why I am taking a gap year is so that I could complete my project, if I complete it and sell it I will have enough money to disappear and go away from my judgemental parents I love them but I do not want to be ashamed of myself any longer. “ so you Gabriel Lucas Skywalker are an only child born by catholic devotees?” he asked and I nodded my head, I could hear him argue with what I assume is his mate about whether he ld tell me that he is my mate and that he is a werewolf, he seems to have put a wall and I could not hear him and his wolf anymore. My mate is beautiful, I can’t believe I just called him that, I wanted to kiss, him to feel the warmth of his skin, to hug him, I wanted to run my hands through is hair, I moved my hand and placed it on top of his, I gasped when I felt sparks that made my backbone shiver. When I looked at his face his pupils have dilated, God he wanted me too, I can hear that in his head. He raised his hand and gently rubbed my cheek, his palm was warm, and the sparks that I felt whenever he touched me erupted from everywhere, I leaned into his touch with my mouth slightly open, I wanted his lips on mine and I took what I wanted. I gently placed my lips on his which seemed warm, the kiss was soft at first like we were both just testing the waters but then it turned rough and hard. I placed my hand into his hair and kissed him hard he placed his hand around my waist which caused a gasp to escape my mouth and he slipped his tongue in mouth, I moaned when he sucked on my tongue, I pulled him close to me even though he was already close but I guess that was not close enough, I can feel my d**k getting hard and my asshole seemed to getting slick but my horny mind did not care, I just wanted to feel him and I did I felt something poking my stomach and I pulled away when I realised what it was his d**k was poking me, oh my God this escalated quickly. When I pulled away I was gasping for air. “Wow” was all he said which caused me to blush, and wow indeed.