DEREK'S POV
I wasn't sure It was a good idea. There was no way it could be. I couldn't imagine it, not in my wildest dreams. I stared at the chandelier that was dangling right above my head and took a minute to admire it before I travailed to the reality that was staring me in the face.
"You have to do this else you are going to lose her to someone else and I'm sure you don't want that?" My wolf said to me and I couldn't help but agree. The kind of anger that I had felt the Previous day that made me point a gun to someone was one I had never felt in my entire life.
"But don't you get? She doesn't even want to see me talkless of speaking to me and I don't blame her for it. If only I hadn't f****d up, then I wouldn't be in this s**t right now. We would still be together and it would be so
