Living with a psychopath

I can't believe this s**t

                     There's only so much one person can survive. The vampires won this round. And even I don't think I would be alive for the next.

                                                                                                                   -Lizzy Valhurd.

Damon POV

         My growl was loud and resounding. My monster was out and all he wants to do is to tear the bastard to pieces. Red clouded my vision as I stalked him. I want him dead, my monster wants him dead too. At least for once we can agree on something. This bastard doesn't deserve to be alive. I saw his lips move . Is he seriously trying to explain himself. Does he think anything would be able to save him. My predator instinct came on as I calmly walked towards him.

           That's the thing about Vampires.... We are graceful. We move majestically at all times like the superior race we are. My fangs elongated and my claws came out. My eyes are probably blood red. What a sight I must make right now. When a king shows his predatorial side is different from when any common vampire shows theirs. 

           "My king... I...I..she was helping a prisoner escape by law I'm supposed to kill her. But I..I... Wanted to punish her first for she released the other prisoners" He stammered nervously.

       A snarl escaped my mouth. I didn't care. I wasn't even listening to whatever the idiots was saying all I could think about....was him on top of her... How she must have been screaming and begging that disgusting bastard to stop. He touched what's Mine and the penalty is death. 

            I slashed my claws across his face and he flew back hard and hit the ground. Black blood leaked from the side of his face and it only makes me angrier. He's as good as dead.

    " My king .... Please...have mercy on me ". He pleads

    " Did you have mercy on my woman". I growled holding his neck

    He stayed silent. Silently pleading with me.

       I growled and slammed his head down. Blood spilled more and he screamed louder.

          "You knew she was mine and you touched her!" I yelled yanking his arm off.

    He's screams where becoming even more irritating. I raised my hands to his throat to end this.

       "You can't do this to me. I'm your father's best friend's son.  You know killing me can start an internal clan war. Do you really want half the clan against you all because your trying to protect some human" He asked begging me.

            "Watch me" I growled before I squeezed his neck and snapped it till it popped.

     I left the bastard on the floor. His blood on my clothes irritates me even more than him. I can't wait to burn these clothes. I rushed over to my Queen who is unconscious now laying there half naked. 

        I carried her easily over in my arms and within seconds we got back to our room. I tried hard not to think about how I might have really just started a clan war or how mad crystal must be at me. Caring for Lizzy is all that matters. Thank God I have leftover of some of the AB negative blood the servant brought. I gave her that praying it would be enough.

         Once again I failed to take care of one simple task. Prevent her from danger. I almost hate what I feel for her. Mostly because I shouldn't feel anything for her. I shouldn't want to kill everyone why even looks at her the wrong way, I shouldn't care about her life. I should kill her. It would be so easy if I could just kill her. But every time I wrap my hand around her neck I just can't do it. 

          I banged my head against the wall. This shouldn't be happening. There's no explanation for this. 

      I have heard if vampires having weird mates before. Some where mated to werewolves, fairies even dragons. But a human mate I unheard of. They are the weakest link in all creatures and races thats why they are normally mated to each other not to someone higher. And much less a vampire. But that would be the only explanation to prove why I feel this things. But isn't it too early to know I mean I have only known her for like 36 hours. But I'm drawn to her. I want her. My monster craves her and not only her blood but her person in full. He wants her blood her body, her heart. Everything. I feel like I won't be able to leave without her.

           But this is impossible I can't feel anything for her. She's human for crying out loud. And not like she will feel anything for me. I'm a vampire the creature that destroyed her home and took her away from her family. In anything if she had a gun she would shoot me. She's beautiful. More beautiful than anything or any vampire. Deep down as much as I want to hide it. I love her. Thats why I was so drawn to her the first time I laid my eyes on her. I don't just want her anymore. I absolutely love this tiny little human. She's my mate. 

        The sharp knock on the door yanked me out of my thoughts.

   I growled and opened the stupid door. 

    "What is it" I growled to the guard shivering from either fear or cold. Probably fear because vampire don't feel cold.

     "I.... Your father... Has requested your presence... He wants to see you now" He stammered

     I groaned. I have no time for this right now.

    "I can't. Tell him I would see him tomorrow" I yelled. 

   "I...I ..can't. He said he will kill me if I don't come back with you". The guard paled.

    I rolled my eyes. Is my dad serious right now. I can't leave Lizzy alone.

     " Alright. I would go. But you will stay here and watch over this room. Don't let anyone come in and don't let the girl in there go out. If anything happens to her I would kill you myself" I growled.

    "Y..y..yes sir" he stammered.

 I stormed off. My dad must have heard the news about me killing his best friend's son or perhaps crystal told him about the werewolf meeting. 

          I opened his office door angrily and bowed to him. Sitting next to him was of course crystal.

      "Father" I said bowing.

   "What is this I hear about you killing Manuel's son. Are you trying to start a clan war" My father yelled.

   "And what is this I hear about you threatening me with a guard's life. That's shallow even for you father". I retorted.

   " And this is why you will never be a good king. Your too sympathetic. If you didn't want to see me you could have just let me kill the damn guard ". He said.

   I rolled my eyes. He's always yapping about how bad of a king I am. " You called me all the way here to insult me father". 

  "No, crystal told me about your drama queen moment at the werewolf meeting. Are you insane son. Agreeing to trade is the best thing for the vampires" My father yelled angrily.

    I stopped to send a brief glare to crystal. " The second I agree to trade those mutts will steal from us again. Don't you remember last time they emptied our entire weapon's vault on your watch" I responded.

     I saw my dad narrow his eyes. He hates bringing up. His past mistakes

        " Shut up boy. You threatened crystal, your mate and ruined a potentially good trade and even almost started a clan war I had to make so many favours to stop Manuel from destroying everyone. All because of some stupid weak human" . Father yelled furious.

       I growled at the last sentence. "She's not stupid or weak. She's stronger than everyone put in this room together. And crystal isn't yet my mate ". I yelled.

     " Excuse me? " Crystal yelled standing up.

           "I don't give a s**t. Pretty soon you and crystal would me married and pronounced as mates . But now I want you to kill that f*****g human or I will rip her throat out myself". 

            And then everything went silent.