Grant shook his head. "Have you ever even kissed anyone?" "Not unless my parents count." I tried to lighten the mood. Grant smirked. "They don't." I could tell he was anxious. Not many people understood how anxious a person Grant is. He was very good at appearing calm, cool, and collected. I knew him though, I saw right through it. "What's wrong?" "Nothing, it's just a lot Rinnie. You're asking me to be your first time and your first kiss too." He rubbed his hands on his pants. "Those things are a big deal." "Grant, it's okay, really. I chose you because I know it'll be special." I took a deep breath. "You're my best friend." Grant smiled at me. "Why would you want a best friend like me anyways?" He was changing the subject and trying to make me think he wasn't worth it at the same

