Chapter 54
"Frustrating"
Life has gone gray for me. I was so sure that I was willing to die that instant just to stop the nagging pain in my chest. Gusto ko siyang umalis pero nang umalis nga siya nawalan na din ako ng ganang mabuhay pa. Hindi talaga ang sakit ko ang papatay sa akin. I drown myself with alcohol, I smoke and did everything to die fast.
Nagising na lang ako sa hospital, with my mother crying on the side of the bed. Naroon din si Papa. It’s funny to see them in one room without fighting.
"Just let me die!"
She slapped me hard. Hindi ako natinag.
"How dare you say that in front of your mother!"
I refused to be treated but my mother won’t stop crying. She was hysterical and for the first time I felt like I have a mother that cares. Even my father, nara
