Chapter Two – The Pact Begins
The night stretched long, neither of them speaking again after the clock struck twelve. The silence wasn’t empty anymore; it was heavy with words unsaid, with promises neither dared to voice aloud.
Elara sat at her desk, her body weary but her heart—impossibly—stronger than it had been in months. She could still feel his touch lingering in her veins, a warmth where there had only been weakness before. It frightened her, but not in the way she expected.
For the first time in years, she did not feel like a dying girl.
Kael remained near the window, half-hidden in shadow, as though the moonlight might betray him to eyes beyond her own. His wings arched and trembled faintly, restless, like a creature unused to stillness.
Elara drew a shaky breath. “You’re… not leaving?”
His ember eyes shifted toward her, dim but steady. “Not tonight.”
Relief bloomed in her chest, unexpected and dangerous. She clung to it anyway.
Her gaze dropped to her journal, the half-finished sketch still open on the page. She turned it so the candle’s smoke-smeared light could reach it. “I’ve been drawing you for years,” she admitted softly. “I thought maybe I was going mad. But now…” She hesitated, her throat tight. “You were real all along.”
Kael studied the sketch, his expression unreadable. “Why would you dream of me?”
Elara shrugged weakly. “Maybe because I was lonely. Maybe because I wanted to believe something was watching over me. Even if it wasn’t human.”
His jaw tightened. “I am no guardian.”
Her eyes lifted to him, clear despite the shadows. “You saved me tonight.”
The words struck him harder than any blade. His wings drew in close, as though shielding him from her truth. “I weakened you by saving you. My soul burns inside you now, where it does not belong. Every breath you take is another weight on me.”
Her stomach twisted. “What do you mean?”
Kael’s gaze locked on hers, unwavering. “Your heart beats with mine. Your strength comes from me now. The longer the bond remains, the more I will wither. The more I will fall.”
Elara’s lips parted, but no sound came. She pressed her hand to her chest, feeling the thrum of life there—the thrum he had given her.
“I didn’t ask you to—” she began, but he cut her off, his voice sharp.
“You would have died.”
The words snapped between them like thunder. For a moment, silence followed, broken only by the faint patter of rain that had finally begun to fall against the roof.
Elara’s eyes softened. “Then… you chose.”
Kael’s face twisted with something almost like pain. “I chose wrong.”
Her heart lurched at the rawness in his tone. She wanted to tell him he hadn’t, that she would rather live bound to him than die alone. But the weight of his sorrow silenced her.
Instead, she whispered, “What happens now?”
He looked at her for a long time before answering. His voice was quiet, broken.
“Now, our fates are tied. Your borrowed life will drain me. My curse will shadow you. And when the balance breaks…” He closed his eyes. “One of us will not survive.”
The candle sputtered. The rain tapped harder against the windows.
Elara’s throat tightened. She should have been terrified. But when she looked at him—this creature of ash and sorrow who had given her breath she did not deserve—terror was the last thing she felt.
Instead, she felt something far more dangerous.
Hope.
Chapter Two – The Pact Begins (Part Two)
The rain thickened, tapping against the glass in an uneven rhythm. The sound filled the silence Kael had left between his words, a silence that seemed to swallow the room whole.
Elara sat very still, her fingers curled tightly in her lap. The truth of his warning pressed down on her—this bond, this impossible thread between them, would kill one of them in the end. And yet, when she lifted her gaze to him, she did not see death.
She saw sorrow. And beneath it, something more dangerous—something that looked like longing.
Her heart ached, though not from its frailty. “You said you’ve been listening to me,” she whispered. “To my dreams. My prayers.”
“I did not call them prayers,” Kael said, his voice low. “But I heard you.”
Her cheeks burned. She had never spoken those whispers expecting an answer. They had been half-confessions, half-secrets breathed into the night when she thought no one listened. That anyone—let alone he—had been listening all along made her chest tighten.
“Then you know,” she said quietly. “You know I’m not afraid of dying. I’m afraid of being forgotten. Afraid no one will remember I was ever here.”
Kael’s eyes burned brighter. “I will remember.”
The words left him before he could stop them. Elara’s lips parted, her breath trembling. He cursed himself silently, but the truth was already between them, a fragile thread pulled too tight.
She looked at him as though he had given her more than life—as though he had given her permanence.
Her hand rose, trembling, to her sketchbook. She flipped through the pages, revealing image after image of him—sketched in shadows, in fragments, in half-formed faces. “I tried to remember you,” she said softly. “Even before I knew you were real. I didn’t want to lose you, even if you were just a dream.”
Kael stared, stunned. He had been drawn before, but never like this. Never with gentleness, never with longing. Always as a warning, a sigil, a curse. To see himself in her delicate lines, in her fragile hope—it struck something in him he had long since buried.
“Elara…” He said her name as though it hurt him.
Her eyes lifted, shimmering with the candle’s dying light. “If this bond means one of us won’t survive, then let it be me.”
Kael’s wings flared wide, filling the room with shadow. “No.”
The word thundered from him, shaking the air. She flinched but did not look away.
“You’ve already lived longer than you should have,” she whispered, her voice breaking. “If your soul is the reason I’m still breathing tonight, then—then maybe that’s enough. Maybe it’s not fair for me to take more.”
Kael’s expression fractured, fury and sorrow clashing across his scarred face. He stepped closer, the shadows curling with his movement, until his heat pressed against her skin.
“Do not speak of fairness,” he growled, though his voice shook. “There is no fairness in this world. You have been robbed since birth. Do not offer your life to pay for mine.”
Her tears spilled again, but she did not look away. “Then what am I supposed to do?”
His hands clenched into fists at his sides, claws biting into his palms. He wanted to touch her—God, he wanted to—but he dared not. His voice dropped, ragged and raw.
“Live,” he whispered. “Even if it kills me. Live.”
The words broke something inside her. She sobbed, her thin shoulders shaking, her hands curling into the sketchbook as though it could anchor her. And Kael—Kael stood frozen, his wings trembling, the war inside him tearing him apart.
He wanted to hold her. He wanted to flee. He wanted to forget her. He wanted never to leave her side again.
The rain lashed harder against the glass, as if the storm itself raged at their defiance.
Elara wiped her tears with shaking fingers and whispered, “Then stay with me. Don’t disappear when the sun rises. Please.”
Kael closed his eyes. For centuries he had resisted this—this exact plea, this exact binding. But when he opened them again, when he looked at her trembling body and tear-streaked face, he knew the answer had already been stolen from him.
“I will stay,” he said.
Her lips parted, hope breaking through her grief like light through storm clouds.
And though he knew it would damn them both, Kael did not take it back.