Nobody was to blame but her morally bankrupt brother, damn it! Making excuses for him or punishing herself along with her lovers had to end. And while Rachel had made great strides here too, learning to feel pride and take pleasure in her breasts during s*x, it was time to progress from just teasing poor Alex with them.
Fuck Anthony, and all the rude gawkers in the world too! She’d yet again been denying herself fulfillment at the behest of a misbegotten reaction to injustice.
To truly repudiate her brother, she had to find enjoyment in a man’s bare hands. She wanted to feel turned on by being pawed at. And suddenly Rachel wanted to see Alex’ reaction to having a long-forbidden fantasy granted. This could be a key to coaxing him away from self-hatred…
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“Whoa, baby!”
Alex raised h
