nightmares

chapter one

slap! kick! punch! kick!

that what wake me from my sleep, I don't know if it will kill them to ever wake me like a normal person but this is how my pack wake me up.

"wakey wakey, Giselle I hate your name, it just as ugly as you are" the voice of my alpha's daughter Beatrice rang through my ear. I look up to who was kicking me and see Jack the alpha son and future alpha of the blue moon pack.

"am sorry miss Beatrice and future alpha Jack that I wake up late it won't happen again" I said bowing my head hoping I won't get anymore beating.

"look at her begging like the slave she is, leave us Beatrice" Jack said making me terrified. Am all sore and not ready to be taken since he brutally raped me last night am scared I might rip apart.

"strip Giselle turn around and bend on fours" I might as well die today because I don't have the mind to reject or beg to not be defiled today because have begged before and it didn't end well, I ended up beaten and raped repeatedly. I slowly strip and did as he order.

"such a slut ain't you?" he said as he traced my bare body with his fingers I heard the clack of his belt and zipper and I started panicking. He rammed into me without warning making me scream but still he didn't stop. He pulled out and release all over me grunting

in pleasure.

I fell on the floor with a thud I don't know if I will be able to walk today and I need to make breakfast for the pack and do some chores. I watched him tuck himself in his pants then he looked at me smirking when he sees the mess and bruise he made.

"don't you look good Giselle, nothing looks good on you than bruises and my c*m it shows how pathetic and useless you are, you are nothing but a waste of space"Jack said giving me a kick at my rib. Gosh! guess I have broken ribs and an arm to nurse now thanks so much Jacky jerk.

"get up and make breakfast b***h and do my laundry" he said walking out of my room more like a closet but am thankful they give me a room and not tell me to sleep outside although I might a werewolf but we still get sick and we re not immune to cold.

I know you will be wondering why my pack treats me like that, well it happened when I was eight and my parents were one of the best warriors back then and I always dream of being like them but I couldn't because there was a rough attack and they were assigned to protect the Luna but the rouges killed my dad which caused a distraction to my mum and they killed the Luna. My mum fainted because the heartbreak was too much. Alpha said my mom and dad didn't do their job right if not the Luna won't have been dead, no one cares that my mom lose her mate too so the alpha said my mom will be punished with execution. My mom was killed right in front me and I was made an omega and now last year when I was 17 the alpha son made me his slut my life is cool right? absolutely not.

I got up from where the jerk left me to the bathroom,p took a shower and quickly got dress not like I got much clothes, all my clothes are hand me downs that the pack members wanted to trash that I had no choice but to pick out since I got nothing wear and I quickly ran my fingers through my hair to make it less tangle and rough then left for the kitchen.

I already woke up late so breakfast will be late which means I will have to face the pack. Am not allowed to go to school like normal teenagers so after breakfast I clean the pack house and do everyone living in the pack house laundry.

When I finished cooking I carried the food to the pack dining room. I got disgusting stares and glare from the pack members making me now my head because I don't want to get beaten am still nursing the broken bones Jack gave me.

"dirty mutt, what a b***h" I heard a girl said to her friend.

"yeah I don't know why dey still keep her around they should kill her or make her rouge am sure those rouges could use a slut like? her friend replied giggling.

"trust me those rouges won't want to touch her who would want a filthy b***h like her, am sure the moon goddess won't give a mute like her a mate" they both snicker together make my watering. I quickly leave the kitchen so I can get away from them. I start cleaning up the kitchen. Sigh! I haven't eaten since day before yesterday night which is just scraps I just pray they don't finish everything so I can eat. The alpha does not let me eat untill everyone is done eating and am to eat whatever is left of it. I heard them leaving the dining room when am sure they have all left I slip into the room to pack the plates and most importantly to check if there is anything left for me to eat. I saw little food left I quickly pack it and go over to the kitchen to eat. I sat at the island table when a hand push the food off the table.

I looked at the food with longing and tears slipping from my eyes

"you don't deserve to eat b***h" came Beatrice voice I should have know it her and her minions Lexi and Tina.

"if you are that hungry you should eat it from the dirt where you belong"Lexi said making them snicker

"yeah that will be fun don't you think GIZ" Beatrice said I didn't give her a response which seems to anger but I don't really care about that since am still looking at my food with so much longing thinking about how much longer I will have to endure this hunger. I feel a slap on my check making my head turn to the other side.

"am sorry miss Beatrice"I said apologising

"I said get on the ground and eat that food clean b***h" I looked at her warily I feel so humiliated making me hesitate. she pushed me on the ground pushing my head to the food and then she pull it back up giving me a slap across my face.

"you are lucky I have school today let go girls" she and her Barbie's left leaving on the kitchen floor. I cry thinking about the times I and my parents spent together, I got up to clear the mess of food on the ground so the alpha won't have to see it or else am dead.