Yoonmin Oneshots

Hold Me Tight

The cold sensation from the strong wind chilled his body. Red and swollen eyes with puffy cheek there is no way Jimin gonna went back to the dorm. Standing at the edge of the rooftop and step behind from failing down the building.Looking upon stars he always admires the most, shining brightly among other stars. This is the place where he would spend time with Yoongi went they had free time but as time passes they rarely or Yoongi rarely went there because of schedule and stuff.

"Why they kept complaining about me? am I that fat? did I gain weight like last time? why they can't see my effort dieting every way i could? why no one could see it? even yoongi ignore me."

Questions kept pooping out from Jimin head. None of it he can answer. He lets tears hit the ground.

*FLASHBACK

"Yah! Jimin you gain weight!! See your cheeck theres alot of fat.!" maknae tease Jimin

"Its Jimin hyung for you!" he then smack that kid steeling the maknae's phone and observing the pictures.

"Ouch! Its hurt..look! you gain weight. You look like old times.

"No.! It cant be" he dush off to the bathroom scanning his face.

*while recording an interview

"What is the most confident parts of your body?"

"My tights.! They are firm and strong! hahaha" happily jungkook answer the pd-nim's questions

Jimin could only smile at the cuteness of the maknae but then when rapmon interupt

"Jimin also have a big and strong firm untill he cant pull he pants up!"

"He would having the longest time changing just because of his pants.his tight are slightly like a girl" say hoseok adding fuel to the fire.

"Hahahaha...hyung..~"

For time being Jimin just continue smile and let the hyung be. Straight after the interview end....

"Hyung why you said that.! You know thousand of fans are gonna watch that.!"

"Its just for fun Jimin..dont take it so serious son." smirk rapmon and when off.

Jimin hears laughter from other members including Yoongi.

Yes Yoongi and Jimin had something special between them. They fall for each other and other members know that they had be a  couple for years now.

Yoongi was working hard for the new album so he spent less time at dorm at more at bangtan room. Usually, Jimin would bring him food and sometime spent time with Yoongi in Bangtan room. Yoongi would be doing his work and Jimin would observe his lovely one. But thing starts to change..Now Yoongi starts to ignore him and would chase him out from the studio even when Jimin brings food from him. Jimin never gets the reason why.

One day Jimin try to make up with Yoongi..

"Hye hyung.!" Jimin settle himself on Yoongi lap when he is doing some writting.No one could resists Jimin cuteness even Rapmon thinks Jimin is cute.

"Yah get lose from here! You're heavy did you know that.! And the fact that you just interupt me when im doing work. f**k off brat! Fat pig!"

Jimin surpised when Yoongi yelled at him because he never would raise his voice at Jimin. Jimin end up eating a bowl of a curse. He became timid and tears threaten his eyes so quickly Jimin gets up from Yoongi lap and when out from Bangtan room and that's how he gets to the rooftop.

*AT DORM

 Yoongi returns to the dorm after finish writing a few lyrics. He can't even focus when jointing the lyrics,he felt guilty towards Jimin for everything he had done. After he saw the person he loves shed tears for being hurt by himself he felt the world is gonna end. Before he can open his shoes he already screaming for Jimin but not a single sound came. He searches for his baby but instead, he found Jin with a bottle of soju. Something must be not right here. Yoongi thought. 

"Hey hyung,eermm did you saw Jimin?"

"I thought he was with you didnt he.?"

His expression change.

"I..i..chase him out from studio....i..i thought he went back to dorm." Yoongi felt guilty for what he had just said.

"He never stayed out more than you do yoongi. For sure he would be home before you do." Jin starts to panic.

"But hyung why are you drinking this late-night.?" Ask yoongi.

"I felt guilty Yoongi...i can't even protect Jimin." Jin tears up.

" what...what do you mean?" yoongi didnt understand.

"Before he went to you something happen at dorm. I saw him with a blade in the bathroom cutting a bit of his flesh at his tight. Then its bleed and his blood filled the bathroom. I came and snatch the blade from him. He looks at me with the sorrow eyes."

*Flashback

"JIMIN!! What are you doing.? Are you crazy.?" Said Jin snatching the blade from Jimin's hand.

"Hyung...." Jimin lookup with wet eyes meeting Jin's eyes.

"Don't tell anyone about this including Yoongi hyung. Please." He pleads Jin includes his forced smile.

Jin stuck at the moment. He cant do anything. What makes him suffer like this. Why Jimin.?Why.? Why are you smiling like nothing happen? Jin thought.

"Jimin...why are you doing this.?" he asked politely

"Just because im fat hyung and others are teasing me includes yoongi hyung." Jimin said pouting but ends up smilling towards the elder.

He then helps Jimin to clean the cuts.

"Hyung im going to meet Yoongi hyung.! See you later." Waving to the elder.Jin feel sad because the boy that he adore most just fake his angle smile.He even he guilty because he cant protect that inocent boy from the members tease.

*ENDS FLASHBACK

Yoongi fell on his knee after he heard how much the little had suffer.If only he can turn back the time.He wouldnt tease the younger he would spoil the younger.Now his hand starts to tremble because he cant find the younger anywhere. He tried his luck to call Jimin.

*tut..tut..tut..tut..tut.. hello.? He hears his beloved voice.

JIMIN PROV.

Nobody need me anymore...after that incident in the bathroom..Jin hyung would find me disgusting.Even everyone would now hate me if they know what happen just now. Yoongi hyung screamed at me for the first time. Hahaha...i must've make him angry until he screamed at me.This beautiful yet cruel world wouldnt need me anymore so this is the last time i spent my time here.

Suddenly Jimin phone starts to ring.

*caller id. Yoongi baby.

Jimin picks up the phone with a smile.

Hello..?

"Jimin..! Where are you..? Its late can you please come back.?" Why he sound like he is crying.Jimin thought.

"Hyung.Listen.I want you to know something.I love you so much hyung.Never in my life i regrets falling in love with you.I hope after this you can move on because hyung im not worth it.Can you do that for me.? Please hyung."

"Jimin what are you saying.?! I can never fall in love with someone else. I only love you and forever would love you.Im sorry Jimin but i cant never do that." Yoongi now is a crying mess..He tried to find clue where Jimin could be.He heard a strong wind sound.He must be at somewhere high.no no..it couldnt be.

"Hyung please dont cry.You're ugly when crying."he laugh while saying those words." 

How in this world he could be so happy while facing this cruel world.Yoongi thought while wipping off his tears.

"Jimin..please..where are you know.? Just tell me please." Yoongi pledding.

"No need to find me hyung im not worth it.Please tell the members i love them so much and i felt greatful for them to be part of my life.And you hyung.Thank you for everthing you had done and...." The connection cuts off.

"Jimin..? Jimin.??!!! No! This is not the ending.!" His legs speed up as fast as lightning bringing to a place he use to know.Only luck could save Jimin.

Meanwhile Jimin.

Thats the end i think. Jimin eyes never left the tears.Slowly he takes his step towarda the end of the rooftop.He shivers because he could feel the cold sensation.He then look down..slightly higher he thought.Just about another step to ends his life.The door swings open.

"Jimin stops.!"

Yoongi bring himself towards the younger and hug him from behind making Jimin falls ontop of Yoongi.

"Why..why..you did that.? Why didnt you let me die.! Just let me die.! Im a fat pig, a brat and what ever you and others call me.!Just let me die nobody needs me.!" Jimin said crying hard while beating yoongi chest.

Yoongi just let Jimin release all his angry because he know his is the person that let all of this to happen.He almost lost Jimin today and he never gonna let that happen again.

"I can never let you die alone Jimin.! I need you. I love you so much.Nobody in this world could replace you." Yoongi said while pulling Jimin into his arm and make Jimin's head close to thia chest.Jimin sobs badly and they stayed there till sun rise.Yoongi never stops comforting the younger and whispering sweet words in the younger's ears.

Slowly Yoongi pull Jimin's pants up finding the spot that he bleed.Yoongi kiss that part and Jimin frowned.

"Never do this again.I could never forgive myself if this happen again.Dont ever try to kill your self.Dont ever try to cut.Never.Because it hurts me knowing you're hurting.Im sorry for everthing.I should be the one protecting you from the tease but instead i join them.I should be the one complimenting you but i didnt.I should be the one who comfort you when you're hurting but i never do that.Im such a wasted person and a boyfriend." Yoongi tears hits Jimin's face.A touch of a thumb touch Yoongi's cheeck wipping off the tears away. 

"Dont cry..you look ugly." Now Jimin cries

"Just be there when i need u and hold me tight in your arms so that i feel secure.Can you.?"

"I will do whatever it takes as long i didnt lose you.I promise.I will hold you tight forever."