Rapture

Chapter 1

27 years later

Vince woke up to a text with excitement, "I'm here! I can't wait to spend the day with you". There was a smile on his face looking at the text "are you coming in through the window or do you want me to get you at the front door?" He replied. "I'll come through the window" she left a smiley face at the end of the text. Vince went over to open the window and she climbed through feet first. She was wearing a skirt and he could see no panties and fish nets. His heart started to race at the sight between her legs as he helped her climb in. "Like what you see?" She gave a laugh as she climbed in. When she was all the way in, he pulled her in aggressively and started kissing her. When their lips parted each other she smiled deviously, "i thought you said we were gonna try and not have s*x today.", "you're not playing fair today." Vince sat down on his bed as she sat next to him. He looked at her mesmerized "Alice" the words left his lips in awe as he looked into her eyes. She curled up next to him with her head in his chest. She looked down and saw that he was hard and poked it with a finger. "We're not having s*x today. I promised." Vince looked at her. Looking at him with a raised eyebrow, she reached into his pants "your body says differently." She pulled his pants down and put his c**k inside of her and he started to lose control over his primal instincts with her aggressive advances. Alice knew his weakness was aggressive advances. Riding ontop of him and moaning in his ear she smiled as she watched him lose himself in the sensations. She suddenly stopped and got off of him. In disbelief he stood up and looked down at her smiling deviously on the bed, "Doesn't seem like much of a promise to me". The animalistic look in his eyes left her in a visible state of desire for him. Vince could feel his legs shaking as he stood with his rock hard c**k dripping with her. She must've been so wet with anticipation of making him break his promise to himself. Reality is that he couldn't resist her. She laid on the bed with that beckoning look seducing him with a simple look that said "take me! I dare you to break your promise". It was that moment that Vince lost control and pounced ontop of her like a rabbid animal. She wrapped her arms around him embracing the broken promise. This was so wrong but it felt so right. He kicked his pants and underwear off from around his ankles and guided himself inside of her and thrusted into her animalistically. Alice let out an intense moan as Vince rolled his body deep into her. His hands inched up between her breasts to her throat. From a tender loving touch to an animalistic primal l**t. Smiling, Alice pulled his hand in to choke her harder. Suppressed moans echoed from both of them through the room. "I'm gonna c*m!" He shouted as he erupted inside of her. They folded into each other "you better have spermacide strips" she said. Vince nodded as i laid into her limp. She rolled ontop of him and started kissing down his chest going down on him "you think I'm done with you?" She smiled as she looked up into his eyes. She grabbed his c**k that was slowly going limp and put it into her mouth tasting every drop of c*m oozing out residually. The feeling started intense for Vince as his toes curled in reaction. The feeling shot waves through his body and he could feel himself getting hard again. It felt so soft feeling her mouth on his c**k. Once it was hard, she climbed ontop of him and violently rode him. The feeling was so intense that Vince could feel himself getting limp again. With a strong effort he turned her over where he was on top. He turned her head over to the side aggressively and kissed her neck. Slowly inching his c**k out of her, his lips trailed down her body. Vince was ready to tell her body a story with his tongue. His fingers parted her lips where his tongue could reach her c**t. Resting his upper lip above her p***y he ran his tongue grazing her c**t into a subtle but quick pinch between his tongue and upper lip. Rolling this motion slowly at first as his hands ran up her soft legs, her body relaxed. As he slowly increased his speed, the softness of her legs were grazed by the brush strokes of his fingertips. A tight feeling could be felt on his head as her legs squeezed together. She thrusted into his face but he let his lips follow and remain right where they should. A tense pain shot through Vince's neck but he held focus as she reached closer to her c****x. She got more tense and he moved his tongue faster until she erupted and her body melted. Those moments she reached her c****x turned vince on to no end and he was now ready for round 2. Skin to skin, their bodies brushed as he crawled up her body. He wiped his face with his hand and wiped his hands onto his shirt. Like a mirror, they both pulled their shirts off. Firm and perky breasts were free and jiggling. Alice was at his mercy now as his tongue circled around her right n****e. "Vince!" She let out in ecstacy running her tense fingers through his long brown hair. This sensation pulled her out of her daze from finishing on his face and a fierce animalistic emptiness filled her eyes as she rolled herself ontop. Her feet locked onto his inner thighs as she guided his hard, throbbing c**k inside of her. He went to lift himself up to kiss her and suck on her n*****s while she rode him but she shoved him back down to the bed, putting her weight into him. Her eyes had this emptiness in those moments but a really intense l**t like a darker part of her took over, revelling in his submission to her aggression. When he looked up into her eyes, he could see the pure animalistic l**t staring down at her prey. In a sweet surrender, he laid back and lost himself in the intensity of her riding him. With a short pause she whispered in his ear, "i want you to finish inside me again". Legs locked on his thighs, she bounced her a*s on his c**k as fast as she could. The intensity rolled through his body as he moaned through the tension. His legs got more tense, his toes curled, and as his body arched up he let out a grunt as he exploded all of the tension out of his body. Alice ran her fingers up his throat and grabbed at his cheeks, pulling his face in for a kiss and a devious smile coated her face, "you're mine". Vince's body fell limp into the pillow with a serene smile as she cuddled up into him. "So what are we doing today?" She asked. "It's a nice day, i figured we could go for a nice walk by the river." Vince replied turning his face to her as her head rested on his chest. A cat like expression could be seen on her face as she looked back up at him "let's go!". They both started to get dressed and they could both feel their knees shake as they were getting ready to go. "Let's go out the window." Vince started to climb out after getting dressed. "Yeah we wouldn't want your parents to give you s**t now would we." Alice prodded at him. Vince felt a heaviness in his chest as he heard that statement as he helped her climb out. A click of a button and the car beeped to unlock ready for them to get in. A habit for vince with every passenger in his car was to hand them his phone and let them play music they like. Alice smiled as she went through the phone and put on some dashboard confessional. They were off to the river listening to old pop punk and sad emo music. Though the songs were sad, they found joy in the music and singing along together in the car. It made it almost easy to forget how every beautiful feeling that they felt in this life was so temporary. The car pulled into the parking lot near the river and it wasn't really what either of them expected. The river had a lot of people there from the nearby college and they were all socializing and partying. Hand in hand, they just walked by looking for a spot to relax. "Can i ask you something?" She swung his hand as they walked, "sure" Vince looked down into her eyes and they looked troubled. "I was wondering what you were wanting out of life. Where do you want to go from where you are now?" Her voice grew solemn. "I'm not fully sure right now. I've tried a lot of different avenues for getting on my feet. Society just honestly hadn't given me a chance. I'm considering biting the bullet and doing what my dad did... i just don't wanna end up like him. Especially if i have a family one day. I wanna be more present than he was if i'm in that position." Vince vented. "Do you ever have the heart to leave them and move on with your life? How long has it been?" Alice added. "I don't know. Most days i feel like if i take those steps and something happens, it'll be my fault for not being there." Vince sank his head and his heart grew heavy. "You have enough holding you back with your record. Do they really expect their child to waste away taking care of them and being at their beckoned call? People get older and disabled but that really shouldn't be on your shoulders." Alice prodded at him. "I wasn't given a choice. Not my sister, not me. When i got those phone calls we made those calls and those sacrifices. We've paid every single day for those sacrifices only to have it held against us for trying to build our own lives. But" Vince paused as he choked up, "i love them. They're my family. I know with all you've been through in life, i wouldn't ask you to understand why its so important to me." Vince stopped. "Im not asking you to abandon them. Look at your sister! They drove her bat s**t crazy and then she moved out. Not only is she in a better mental place with that space but she also is happier to be there just as much as before because of that. Do you not want that for yourself?" Alice started to raise her voice but stopped herself. "Of course i do. This is a very delicate and f****d up situation. And because my sister moved out first, this traps me into trying to move out at a significantly harder disadvantage. She had a boyfriend with a good job that she could move out with. What do i have? You're so far from being able to be anything to me. What? Are you gonna burn your whole world down to bring your child into an apartment with someone you have no idea what its like to openly be with?" Vince yelled back. "Aren't we a piece of work" alice let out a sigh, "sometimes i wish we could just go back how things were. Before we decided to open this pandora's box. Before i fell for someone i could never have a real future with.". The moment was heavy with silence for a brief moment, "what are you trying to say?" Vince asked. "I don't want to take that leap with someone i know can't catch me. I love you but like you said, I would be sacrificing so much to be with you. Above all i need to think of my daughter's happiness. Even above mine." Her hands laced into his as tears slowly fell from her eyes. "So you're just gonna close yourself off to the world just like last time you went back? No more friends, no more autonomy, just living in a world where you're only half of who you really are?" Vince let go. "I don't expect you to understand. Just like i can't understand why you stay by your family. Maybe we're not so different. Maybe we were both looking for the strength in each other that neither of us really had." Alice spoke and there was a deafeningly heaviness between them as they stopped. Voices surrounded them but they sounded so muffled by the thoughts storming their minds. "So what now?" Vince asked. "Let's part on good terms. Let's just enjoy this day together and beyond today we will figure it out." Alice feigned a smile. "I don't know if I'll have the strength to let you go" Vince stated. "I'm not asking you to. If this was going to be easy than it discredits how we felt in the first place. This whole thing has been so confusing and so wrong on so many levels. But i learned how to talk without speaking. So many times we could just feel eachother. We never had to say 'i love you' for us to know and feel it. That is something that wherever we are, wherever we end up in life, we will both know." Alice started crying as they resumed walking and they looked around. They were both far away from other people and he held her as they both broke down together. "What if i move on?" Vince added. "Than i hope you learned your lesson from all your unhealthy pursuits. Unrequited loves, unavailable women, struggling single moms... your track record is far from the best." Alice smiled as she poked fun at Vince. "Yeah. Who else is gonna take an ex con stuck living with 2 disabled parents and working a dead end job?" Vince chuckled. "It was good enough for me" she smiled looking up at him. He didn't want to reply to that statement and there was another heavy silence between them. "Do you wanna mope around and cry away these last moments together or do we wanna send this off with a bang?" She grabbed his hand. "Well we kinda did" Vince chuckled, "that's the spirit!" She took his hand and they walked up the river looking through various parts of the vegetation. They sat and enjoyed the views of the water just joking and laughing like there was no tomorrow. "I need to get back soon" she said as the sun started to set. "I don't know if i have the heart to do this." She said grabbing his hand. Both of their hands were rough and he found himself talking in the hands of a woman like no other. "Only she would have hands so rough... so different" he thought to himself. Vince slipped into his thoughts as he let her statement float for a moment before he spoke "Maybe we just ease out than. We do feel very strongly about each other.". "Yeah like I'm some junky" she laughed. "Maybe a junkie for being loved by someone who chooses to think of you." Vince prodded but he was met with a heavy silence and a glare. They listened to music on the car ride home as they were both deep in thought and regret. When they pulled up to Vince's house, they kissed goodbye "i love you" he choked out, "i love you too" she said growing slowly distant. Sitting in his car for a moment, he watched her drive away. Suspended in time and regret, just frozen and lost. He didn't know what to say or what to think. All he knew was that he was in pain. This was a pain that he would do anything to make it go away. He drove to the restaurant where he had the best memories. Partying with his closest friends before he f****d everything up. Being a bad friend to his best friend every time he was in a relationship, confessing feelings to another long time friend, he even brought coworkers here, random women he went on dates with... he was good friends with the bartender. Walking in those front doors brought him back to when everything was okay "hey Vince what can i get for you?" Lucas was working tonight, "I'll take an AMF" Vince went hard outta the gate with the strongest drink he could think of. Lucas kept the drinks coming. This was only the beginning of his sweet escape from reality.