CASSANDRA
Getting stuck on a decision you are unable to make is a suffocating thing for me. I’m not a fan of unfinished business though, but look what I am doing now, a person who is a coward about facing her fate. Every time I saw him, I would end up being frozen to where I am currently standing, far different from what I was expecting it to be.
Actually, from the moment I accepted this offer, I felt very certain about fulfilling it right away. Not even having a second thought about it. I was so determined, courageous and motivated back then. That’s why I couldn’t help but to wonder why I ended up like this.
I know I shouldn’t be like this forever. That the time will come when I get to face my fear and get out of my safe zone. I’m still aware that my clock is ticking as well as Lily’s
