what. The. Fuck
How did I not notice my f*****g appearance? How did Mom not notice the dark Hickey on my neck? Probably because of my hair but when I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror naked, It was all over my body.
My neck, my collarbone, above and between my breasts, boy was he owning me. I tried to remember everything that happened last night and his face. I don't think we f****d though, I was feeling fine.
How come I missed this? Am I blind or just not in the right state of mind yesterday?
How am I supposed to hide this?
I grabbed my foundation and tried to cover it, I thought it said 100% coverage, these advertisements are fake as Kim Kardashian's ass.
I mean it helped a little, but it's still a bit visible. That f*****g guy is so dead. I forgot his name but I can familiarize that smug face. He is so dead.
I wore light-flare jeans and a white sweater leaving my hair hanging since I have bug bites all over me.
We're moving out and I look like a mess.
"Issa!" I hear my mom yell.
"Just a second!" I yelled back as I took a glance at myself in the mirror for the last time and ran downstairs.
I met David and Mom in the driveway as I hopped in the backseat placing my bag on the side.
"Okay, we're ready to go." My mom said. "your suitcase is in the trunk don't forget to take it." she continued.
To be honest I'm kind of excited to meet my stepsister. I've always dreamed of having a sister but now that I might have 2 now.
"How are you feeling honey?" my mother says her eyes still glued to the book she's busy reading. What was she reading anyway?
I think for a moment before speaking. "Honestly I don't know what I'm feeling, I'm excited to meet my stepsister and I'm nervous to stay in a new house," I speak from my mind.
I mean I'm only gonna be staying here for summer then I'll be back in Boston in 2 months.
"Estella is a nice girl, you will get close in a day." My mom grinned.
I smiled at her, "How old is she?"
"13."
My mom and David continued to talk about Estella and enlighten me about her likes and dislikes. Turns out she likes to listen to music like me, read books, and a lot more. And that just made me more eager to meet her.
•°•°•°•
We arrived in a rich neighborhood with big houses, mansions I mean. They are enormous, like 5x bigger than our house. The gates are tall, with thick fences around them, I might like it here because it's very peaceful, with no crazy neighbors yelling for you to clean the sidewalk because you share a front yard.
I could go for my morning jogs here yet part of me will miss our home, that's where my best memories were made, and I forever will keep them in my heart.
The car slowly drives in front of a gate as it opens for us to pass, this is it and it is bigger than I thought, the walls are dirty white and the roofs are blue and they fit together.
5 women in maids' dress and 3 guys were waiting at the doorstep. When we stepped out they greeted us welcomely.
"These are the housekeepers and Tim and Jerry our drivers, lastly this is Derek the security, he stays in that small house beside the gate. He guards the house you know what I mean?" He introduced me to the people beaming.
I smiled at each of them, as I heard someone shout. "Daddy!" A girl younger than me ran to David and hugged him tightly.
She must be Estella.
My mom stood beside me as we watched them, Tim and Jerry were slowly putting our bags inside the house and I waited for Estella to notice me.
When she does, her face lits up. "Oh my gosh, Hii!" her voice is so cute.
"Hey!" I waved at her. "I'm Isabella, Issa for short." She stood in front of me as we introduced each other.
"I'm Estella, but I like my nickname Ella." she smiles and her braces come into view. "I have a brother, he just arrived from the airport." She hooks her arm around mine leading me inside.
"He is?" David asked her.
"Mhm, he's dead asleep," Ella says.
David nodded. "Why don't you show Isabella around, while me and Laura sort their stuff?" David tells her.
Ella said yes excitedly and showed me around, the house had many rooms and the furniture was white, the walls were dirty white and The chandeliers were gold.
The foyer is the best part, the round staircase and the huge chandelier on top. And did I mention there was a piano beside the stairs? Pretty nice.
"Now let me show you to your room. I helped decorate it with Mom!" Ella said with her smile wide. "Is it okay for me to call her mom?" she halted looking at me.
I suddenly felt bad, what made her think that I wouldn't be okay with it? "Of course! Why not?" I held her hand as we went upstairs.
"Nothing, I just wanna make sure," she says before smiling again. "I can't wait to be your sister!" We stopped in front of a tall white door.
She opened it and the first thing I saw was the huge window that had a view of the backyard, I stepped inside and looked around. The walls were dirty white too, the cabinets and nightstand were white, and the pillows were white and beige, The lamps were white with warm dim lightning, and the white vanity and everything else was luxurious. The golden chandelier as well.
I sat down on the edge of the bed feeling the soft mattress. "It's so pretty," I muttered while still scanning.
The door opened and Tim entered with a suitcase in his hand, "Here you go, ma'am." He smiled and pushed the suitcase inside.
"Please call me Issa," I tell him as he nods and goes outside to bring more boxes to Mom.
"Wanna help me unpack?" I imply.
She glanced at her watch before giving me a sad smile. "I would love to Issa, but I have piano lessons at this time." she apologizes before going out.
Well, I guess I have to do it alone, I played music on my phone and placed it on top of my vanity, I listened to music while I unpacked my suitcase, and organized my undergarments, dresses, shorts, tops, etc.
I placed my favorite picture frame of me and Olivia beside the lamp before continuing to place my other things where I thought they belonged.
I haven't planned what to do this summer, I could just chill outside by the pool but it's boring by myself, I will miss Olivia. I also forgot to ask Mom when they are getting married, but I'm sure it will be sooner rather than later because I'm returning soon to college after summer and there are still many weeks before winter break.
I can't wait to do my morning jog tomorrow, because it also means exploring the neighborhood early in the morning.
After I finished unpacking the sun was already saying bye-bye to me. I lay down for a while, scrolling on my phone and updating Olivia about everything that occurred, but I didn't tell her about what happened to me and the 'I forgot his name' guy, I'm still trying to move on from that night.
I placed my phone on the side before closing my eyes, so I could rest a bit before dinner.
•°•°•
My eyes flickered open as I was greeted by moonlight from my window, I sat up putting my hair in a low ponytail before turning on the light switch. walking back around and inspecting myself in the vanity mirror. I'm still in the clothes I'm wearing earlier.
Checking the time, it was already 10 pm and I bet they already had their dinner, I was not even hungry. I changed into my sleeping shorts and my Mickey Mouse baggy shirt that almost covered my shorts. Or is it that I'm short, no I'm actually 160 cm.
I grabbed my phone and inserted it into my pocket. Opening the door as I tippy-toed downstairs, everyone was asleep because the lights were already off.
I went to the kitchen and turned on the lights, I grabbed a glass and filled it up with cold water. I spotted a fruit basket and checked what was inside, I took the apple and washed it.
I took a bite and turned around before bumping into something, I almost screamed when the person covered my mouth muffling my yells.
I looked up at the familiar face as he signaled me to be quiet, I nodded quickly and he took his hand away from my mouth.
"What the f**k? Who are--" My eyes widen as I recognize his face. "You!" I smacked his chest.
"You're the guy from the party, how the f**k did you get to me, are you stalking me? Did you know what the hell you did to me?" I yelled at him. "Get out before I call security, you shitfaced bug." I pointed at the door.
He went quiet for a second before laughing. His smile is cute but no.
"What the hell is funny?" I asked him crossing my arms.
"I live here, you're practically my stepsister." Me? Stepsister? Us stepsiblings? No f*****g way.
"Samuel Rivers." he held out his hand. "Hey, baby sis," he smirked.
I gasped loudly. "I almost f****d my stepbrother," I mumbled before slapping my mouth with my hand.
I almost f****d my stepbrother, he went down and devoured me, how could I be so reckless? If Mom finds out, I don't know what I'd do. I mean what do I do, should I just jump off their roof?
"We're siblings," I say panicking.
"Are we?"
"Yes, bro." I rubbed my temples.
"Siblings don't know what their sisters taste like." He grinned.
I smacked him on his arm. "We can't tell them unless you wanna die too." I gave him a sarcastic smile.
He stepped in closer to me, I opened my mouth to say something when he placed his thumb on my lips. I wait for his actions to do what he's going to do. "Mhm." He muttered.
He leans in closer lifting my ponytail to the back, giving him a full view of my neck, "Nice marks." he chuckles his breath blowing my neck, sending shivers down my spine.
I scoff before pushing him off of me. "Too bad lover boy, I'm becoming your stepsister," I told him.
"Not by blood," he says before biting into my apple and walking out of the kitchen leaving me there dumbfounded.