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Reasons she can eat icecream

The car ride was entertaining, the wind was blowing as my hair swished to match the waves of the wind. Drake blaring through the speaker. Maybe the hair part started off a little romantic like. But I just love that simple gesturing moment. The entertaining part , was Gage was screaming at the top of his lungs to I'm upset. Honestly a amazing video moment .

" Asking if I'm cool, I'm upset one hundred thousand on my head that's disrespect."

The little smirk on my face as I look at him, makes him stop.

"Awe why'd you stop? You sounded so great"

I chuckled and laid back in the seat. He chuckled and looked forward as he turned the wheel.

"Why are you so sarcastic?"

I rolled my eyes and watched as he pulled into Dairy Queen. I panicked for a second,Thoughts running through my brain. I never really eat anything after breakfast. I make it habit of eating breakfast only. I know it's wrong. But sometimes I can't help myself. I sometimes don't have the will power and it's a bad habit. I just sometimes wish I can be normal.

Tears brimming in the corner of my eyes as I put my head down. Taking a deep breath I calmed down and smiled, I'll just figure it out. Come up with some excuse. He turned and smiled at me. His eyes gleaming and the dimple on his left cheek showed. My breath hitched as I tried to smile back.

" Ready, to get some ice cream conligletto ?"

He opened his door getting out as I do the same. I pulled the sleeves down on my hoodie. Wrapping my arms around my stomach. I looked around at the people sitting at the tables outside. I quickly became self conscious and speed up my walking. He opened the door and let me walk in. He caught up to me slinging his arm over my shoulder. My eyes widened and I quickly brought myself together. We stood in front of the cash register as he ordered him an ice cream. My eyes focused on the floor. "Angel?" Air rushed across my face as his hand waved in front of me.

"Earth to angel." I looked up quickly and met eyes with him.

"Hmm?"

"What kinda ice cream you want?" I took a deep breath and just swallowed. " U-uh actually I don't want any." I smiled and turned toward the guy working behind the counter. " Are you sure I can get it for you?" I bite my lip and searched my brain for an excuse.

" I'm a-actually lactose intolerant." I shook my head " yeah. Lactose intolerant." I mumbled.

I think I was trying to convince myself that was a good excuse. It seemed like it as the words left my mouth. That was the only realistic awnser I could think of.

"Ohhh, now you make me seem like a dick." He chuckled.

" I didn't even think to ask you that. Um okay well is there anywhere you want to go?" He paid for his ice cream and we headed to a table outside.

I couldn't give him an awnser because there is no where I could really go. I'm actually starting to think this was a bad idea. I probably shouldn't have stepped out of my comfort zone. He seems really nice but I'm rethinking this whole situation.

I've never been really cut out for this whole skipping and hanging out with a boy thing who most likely won't even notice me after the whole being his tour guide ends. But that's me over thinking things. But I know deep down ab I'm really not. He's not gonna wanna hang out with me after he doesn't have to follow me around all day. I'm a big ball of sadness literally. I huffed as we had sat down all I did was blanked out.s

There was so much running through my head. I didn't even notice that Gage was staring at me.

" What are you looking at?" I scoffed

He shrugged and leaned forward places ng his elbows on the table.

"What are you thinking about? You just blanked out." I rolled my eyes and leaned toward him. "I'm thinking about how much of a bad idea this was." I whispered. Sarcasm laced my voice as I roll my eyes again and leaned back in my seat.

I don't even know why I even left school. I guess I thought if maybe I did something like this I'd feel less of nerd and more normal than half the s**t I do. I cause trouble and do nothing that makes me feel like I'm normal. I feel like an outsider, no matter what I do. I just had to at least try and do something. I sighed and looked at Gage.

" Can you just take me home. This was a bad idea I don't know what I was thinking , I can't go back to school and I'll just come up with some excuse for being home early. Ugh what the hell was I thinking!!" I stood up and speed walk back to the car.

" Wait ."

"Angel hold on." He jogged toward me and placed his arm on my shoulder. Tears threatened to fill my eyes as I tried to control them. "What?" I sniffed keeping my face toward the car. Crossing my arms I prayed that I don't cry in front of him.

" I didn't mean to pressure you! You could of just told me to f*****g off." He gave a nervous chuckle

I felt bad that I was having a panic attack , when I could lve made the best out of this moment. But all my problems that I have just raced in my brain. " Can you just take me home please?" I walked to the passenger side and got in. He got in and started the car. Facing the window I leaned forward and laid my head against the cold glass closing my eyes.