All I tried for her to be coaxed into calming down didn't work maybe this will, who knows. I was indeed weird, here I was begging and soundiso desperate to carry someone else's pain. Something that shouldn't even bother me or move me the way it was right now. If only Ella could hear me now then she would be shocked to her marrows. I can't remember begging Ella for anything, sure I cared for her but I'd never beg her in this way and manner. If I were to do so, this story would change. She would then use it to taunt and tease me as if asking her was the most wrong thing to do. This wasn't how my relationship with Ella was, so why was my relationship with Elena different. They had the same face and almost the same name, Elena was even learning to be like Ella and she is fitting into h

