After we finished, he held me in his arms, his chest rising and falling against mine. His eyes met mine as my cheeks turned scarlet. “I love you Jade. You shall begin sleeping in my room. I will have everything sent over.” He kissed me lightly on the head before I had lifted mine to be level with his face.
“We are not married, many will talk.”
“We have already admitted how we feel through our bodies, angel. They must know that after today I would never be sleeping without you again.”
“Honey,”
“I don’t care what people will say. Let them talk. And if they do I will silence them.”
“I don’t care,”
“Neither do I, you will be moved to my room. And that is final.”
He had sat on me on top of him, his member finding itself back into me. He brushed my long hair back revealing my breasts as he kissed and caressed them.
“Let me give you another child to love equally.” He whispered to me as we gently rocked back and forth.
The next few months have been uneventful. Edward has been trying to impregnate me, he had officially moved me into his room, which was so much larger than mine. Here there was a tub which Edward had bathed me personally himself every night.
In return I had sang to him every night before he fell asleep. It had helped him sleep longer, and helped his dreams. He tells me his dreams every morning. He tells me they’re sent by god and that I am his only true love. Although I did care a great deal for Octavian, he had never expressed this kind of love for me. Not even in the darkest times has he expressed this love for me. He told me that we were bound as one, and that we shared a bond so deeply, that he could tell how I was feeling just by laying next to me.
“I will love you with my life.”
“I know you will.”
His face showed stubble, his hair slicked back with sweat. We were to be married today. I had stopped bleeding last month. He caressed my stomach as he kissed my temple, across my jaw and finally my lips.
“I will help you dress for the ceremony,”
“I have maids for that.”
“Yes well, you are with my child and I wish to see you comfortable today.”
“I am not even showing,”
“It is a very long ceremony angel, I want you to be comfortable.” He whispered into my ear again.