Lucien
It was a few days until the Initiation party, and I was feeling so many emotions. Giovanni told me that Caterina was to be my date for it, and was counting down the hours. I intended going to his office to see if he would reconsider his decision, but then I saw her fist mid-air ready to pounce on him. He motioned for me to restrain her. I did.
I didn’t want to hold her back, but didn’t have a choice. He was the Boss and I was under him. I had to do as he commanded, or else I would be punished. I forcefully held her back in my arms, keeping her from attacking her father. He sat behind his desk smirking. I wasn’t sure who he was directing it to. Me or her. I'm pretty sure he was laughing at me.
I could smell her vanilla perfume and her hair smelled like coconuts. It was driving me insane, and didn’t know how much longer I could hold myself back. I fought the urge to press my lips to her neck and taste her.
Fight it Lucien.
The next second took a turn for the worst. She dug her heel in my foot, making me scream out in pain. The next thing I know, she’s running out and I internally groan. I wanted to run after her so bad. so I could make all better for her... hold her in my arms and tell her it's okay. I had to stay here and listen to Giovanni.
Giovanni tapped his chin, as if he’s thinking hard on something. “Lucien. What can I do for you?”
Just tell him you can’t be her date.
“I don’t think I can be her date.”
His face hardened, a scowl scrawling across his expression. “You will be her date and that is a direct order. Don’t let me down, boy.”
I bowed my head giving him the respect he demanded from me. I desperately wanted to go to her, but he hasn’t dismissed me yet. I waved his hand telling me I was dismissed and I immediately ran to find her. I knew exactly where she was... the tree. Our tree.
I stood in the shadows and watched her as she traced the spot we had carved. My heart ached for her when she was hurting. I found everyday harder and harder to keep my distance. I wanted her more than anything in the world, but she only saw me as a friend. I padded my way to her, fighting the urge to touch her.
“I knew I’d find you here.”
She intensely gazed at me deep in her thoughts.
What is going on in that head of yours?
The way she looked on her knees made me think back to the night I imagined her on her knees... with my c**k in her mouth.
That night I gave in and let the devil win. I jacked off so hard, while I imagined her sucking my d**k.
God, what I wouldn’t give to have my fantasy become reality.
I knelt down and cupped her cheeks, wiping her tears away. Her tears made my heart burn with pain. She peered up at me and I swore I saw a hint of lust glazed over her eyes, but I could be wrong. Maybe my obsession is making me hallucinate what I want to happen.
“Lucien.” She whispered, making all the blood rush to my c**k.
The burning desire to kiss her was consuming me. “I’m sorry…I didn’t know that was you holding me back in…”
I pressed my finger to her soft lips to silence her. “Don’t worry about it.”
Her breath hitched and lips parted, making the temptation to fill the gap between us even harder. All the blood had rushed down to my c**k, springing it to life. It was getting harder and harder to breathe.
“You’re burning up, Lucien.” She pressed a hand to my forehead, checking for a fever.
It’s a fever all right baby, but not the kind you’re thinking of.
She stood up and pulled me back to the estate.
“Take you shirt off. I’ll run you a cool bath.” She ordered me, and it only turned me on even more.
Keep it under control, Lucien.
Don’t blow it.
You’ve just got her back as you’re best friend.
“I’ll lay your clothes on the bed and come check on you in an hour. I’ll let my father know.” No! He’s the last one I want to know besides you. Gio can see right through me and I hate it. I waited until she left to strip out of my clothes and step into the cool water.
I laughed as i looked down to my hardened member.
Like the cool water was going to help me.
Maybe if you just get off then you can control you’re sinful thoughts, the Devil taunted me.
No.
Don’t listen to him, Lucien.
My c**k twitched begging me to touch it and give in, but I didn’t. I have to get control over my obsession.
Don’t give in.
I have no idea how long I’ve been cooped up hiding in here, but must have been for a while. The water is ice cold now and it has gone down enough for me to dry off and get dressed. I wrap the towel around my waist and crack open the door, making sure she’s not there.
My back is turned as I pull up my pants when a hand claps me on my back. “There you are, Son.” My father is staggering, while a skinny blonde clings to his side. “This here is Candy.” He shoves her to me, “She can make you feel real good.”
I taste something sour in my mouth, and feel the urge to puke at the mention of another woman.
I don’t want her... I want Caterina.
“Get this w***e out of my face.” He looks between me and the blonde then sighs in frustration.
“Fine. Your loss.”
He nudges the woman to the door, “Go wait in the office. I’ll take you back to the club.” When she’s out of earshot, my father sighs, “I’m just trying to help you son. Don’t forget about the meeting.”
Dragging my feet to the office, I let out a breath dreading going in. I step in everyone looks up when the door creaks. So much for sneaking in.
“You’re late.” My boss deadpanned.
“Now that everyone is here we can get down to business. Nikolai Vasiliev has informed me the word on the street is that there’s a hit out for my princess. I want extra security around the clock.” He paused with his eyes trained on me, “Lucien I want you and Alec with her at all times. Nobody gets in or out.”
Great, more secrets I have to keep from her.
“And Lucien, not a word to her.” I nod not particularly wanting to start a fight with him. Not like I would win. “Dismissed.” I start to walk away when his voice makes me stop. “Not you Lucien.”
He motions for me to sit, placing his elbows on the desk with his hands folded. “I know you hate this, but it’s for her own safety. I mean it not a word. If you do this for me, I’ll take full responsibility for it.”
I nod in agreement, but know when she finds out it’s not going to matter to her. “Of course, Boss.”
I head to my room and find her lounging on my sofa, nursing a whiskey. “I’ve been waiting for you.”
I rub the back of my neck as I sit next to her taking the glass from her, I down the rest.
“You seem tense.” She reached over to pull my head on her lap stroking my hair. “Want me to give you a massage?”
Yes, but not the kind you’re thinking.
“I’m okay.”
My face was right on her lap and I could smell the arousal coming off of her. Her smell is intoxicating, pulling me under her spell. She runs her hand through my hair, making the urge to take her even harder to resist. She's teasing me and doesn’t even know it.
“Come on. I’ll give you a massage.” The mention of massage makes my c**k come to life. She stands up, making me sit back up and straddles my waist. “I’m going to make you feel real good.”
Is she flirting with me?
She pulls my shirt up over my head leaving me in just my pants. Her hands find my shoulders and starts to rub my shoulders, scraping her nails against my flesh. A cold sweat runs down my face as she continued to knead my muscles.
God this feels so good.
Her hands ran down my chest then back up to my shoulders. She tilts her face level with mine and, closed in the space barely brushing my lips.
This is it Lucien... just kiss her.
I hesitated and without warning, she closed the space completely. Our lips clashed together and our tongues swirled around each other. I never felt more alive than I do now. Her hips ground on my harder member. I couldn’t focus on anything but her. It was just like the dreams I had so many nights.
She froze and pulled back, her eyes welling up with tears. “I-I’m sorry. I have to go!”
This time it was her walking away from me and I wanted nothing more than to go after her. I stayed there and touched my lips, savoring the taste she left behind.