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Part 9

Jungyu’s Pov

Mr.Yoon told me the story

" That night, it was past midnight, I was on my way to pick her up, she had just finished working, for the customer's wedding preparations which were going to be held in the morning, I didn't know what happened, but when I picked her up, her breath rapid, she was panting and her face was so pale, I thought that she was sick, but suddenly, she asked me to drive her to the police station before heading home, I was so shocked at that time, I didn't know why she asked me to drive her there, I realized maybe something bad had happened " Nara’s father explained

I have a bad feeling about this, I just sat there silent and listened to him carefully

" You said that she asked you to drive her to the police, why did she ask you? " I asked

" You probably will not believe this, she said that she saw a murder, in a narrow alley, she was waiting for me at the end of the alley, and suddenly she saw two guys, they argued, and finally one of them took out a gun and shot the other guy right in the head, he collapsed on the ground at once, and the guy who shot, saw my wife that was standing there and saw the whole incident, he chased my wife, and she ran as fast as she could, and yes I came at the right moment " he said, his voice was shaking, I knew his feeling

" But unfortunately, we had a car accident before we got to the police station, " he said

" Oh my god, I don't know what to say, it just so terrible, " I said

" I know, we had a car accident, then she died because being killed, this is not just terrible, but it is like an endless punishment for me, this is a nightmare that always happens every time I close my eyes, it was so hard for me, the scene always appeared when I close my eyes, and it lasted for a year, I was too afraid to close my eyes, I couldn't sleep at that time " he sighed

I was so sad to hear that

" Did you report to the police that your wife died not because of the accident, but because she was murdered, " I said

" I reported it son " he smiled bitterly

" Then how? the guy who killed your wife is he in jail? " I asked

" Just being jailed will not be enough, I want to kill him with my own hands, but I can't do anything, " he said

I'm so confused

" What do you mean? " I asked in confusion

" he's not in jail, he's still hanging around without guilt, because I did not have enough evidence, " he said

" What? why it can be like that, there must be CCTV that recorded the incident, you just have to ask the police to see the recording of the incident " I replied

" I also did that son, but it was getting nowhere and unreasonable because there was not a single CCTV that recorded the incident, the police said, at that time all the CCTV around there were off, even my car was gone, the police couldn't find my car, " he said

" I have brought this case to trial, but it did not last long, because I did not have enough evidence and there was no witness at that time, and do you know what's worst? " he said then stopped his sentence for a while

" The case ended, and was verdicted as a pure accident " he continued

I was out of words, I couldn't believe all this, it's was so odd, unreasonable

I knew the whole story now, and it's just made me angry by knowing all this, it was hurting me, I couldn't imagine what I would have done if I was in his position

" I'm so sorry sir about your wife, but thank you for telling me about this, " I said

I couldn't believe that he told me the truth, but I was relieved at the same time, because he told me about the truth, and that means he trusts me

" son, my body is not as healthy as before, I can only sit in a wheelchair, and I'm very sad to see my daughter who fought for myself, for our family, can I ask you one thing? " he asked while staring at me

" Anything sir " I replied

" Take care of my daughter, don't let her cry, please, I'm begging, I trust you, son, that you can make her happy, " he said while holding my hand

" I promise, She will be the happiest woman in the world, I'll protect her from everything, " I said confidently

I have promised to her father, and I will never break that promise

And we just chatting randomly after that, I wanted to make him feel better, I knew that was hard for him to tell about his lovely wife

Then Nara’s came

" It's pretty late Dad, you should rest, I'll take you to the room, " she said while massaging his shoulder

She really loved her dad

" Ok darling, " he said while caressing her hands

" You should rest too son " he smiled at me

" Yes sir, I will, good night, have a good sleep, " I said, bowing lightly

Then she took her dad to the room while I still sat on the bench in the backyard

Not long after, she came back, she sat next to me

" My father likes you so much, he's never been like this, I'm just curious, you just met him, and how can you steal my dad's attention easily " she looked at me while smiling

And once again, I was weak by seeing that smile

" Your dad was so warm, kind, I didn't' have a father, I was raised by my grandma, I don't even know how my parents look like, and now, after meeting your father, chatting with him, I feel so lucky, so this is what it feels like to have a father, I can talk about anything to him, in happiness or sadness, thank you Nara " I said, looked at her eyes, her eyes were bright, shining, I'd love to see them all day

" Ok, you are curious about my job right? Then I'll tell you everything " I said, looked at her

" Are you sure? " her eyes widened

" Yes " I replied confidently

I knew all about her, about her family, So I also wanted to tell her, everything, my real self

I told her everything, my dark past, how suffered I was to survive at that moment until finally Mr.Choi found me and turned me into a terrible person

I was telling her about my job, hurting others, getting money in a bad way, hitting people, harming people, I didn't know the title for my job, but for sure, I'm doing a dirty and bad job

I also told her about my hyung, that we lived together in that damn Mr.Choi’s mansion

She was so shocked, hearing all my explanations

" Yes, that's me, I'm terrible, " I said

She just sat there in silence, and it made me worry, I'm afraid that she will hate me by knowing the real me

" I'm so fed up with all this, me and my hyung want to end this, we want to be free, have a better life, work in a good way but we can not escape from Mr.choi, he is so terrible, he will not let us be free just like that, he will definitely do something bad to us, I do not mind if he hurts me, but I can not accept if he hurt my hyungs, I do not want my hyungs being suffered by him, because my hyungs are everything to me, who raised me, took care of me, they are like brothers to me even though we do not have Blood ties " i said

My eyes were sore, just by telling about my hyungs, it makes me so emotional, I was about to cry

" I've told you everything, you already know who I am, and how terrible my life is, I just want to ask you one thing, are you afraid of me after knowing that I have a bad job, maybe even killing people, " I said

I was hopeless if it turns out she was afraid of me, if it turns out she hates me after knowing the real me, then I can not do anything

Suddenly, she took my hand, held it gently

" Thank you for telling me about this, I didn't know that you have a painful life, you must have suffered a lot, this must be very hard for you, but... I'm not afraid of you at all, I'm sure you are a good person, do not give up jungyu, you will get what you want, just don't lose hope also for your hyungs, " she said

I glanced at her, she was looking at me with a soft gaze

She smiled, then I was so soft by seeing it

We just stayed like for a moment, holding hands and looking at each other

" I'll stay here for 3 days, and when I get back to Seoul, I'll leave your house, I don't want to bother you any longer, " she said, lowering her head

My heart was being crumpled at once, I didn't know what to do, I didn't want her to leave,

And then suddenly...

" Nara " Her Dad shouted, calling her name

We both were shocked, then we just ran toward his room

" Dad, what happened? Are you okay? " she asked while checking her dad's condition

" I'm sorry, you must be shocked, I'm fine, I just hear you both are still chatting at this hour, it's pretty late dear, just sleep, take him to your room, " he said

" What!! In my room? " she said

I know she must be worried about this, she must be uncomfortable

"I'm sorry, but yes, your bed has enough space for you two, and jungyu, I'm so sorry because I do not have an empty room for you to sleep, " he said

for some reason, I felt so happy right now

" It's ok sir, I can sleep in the living room " I replied

" No, just sleep in Nara’s room, I can let you sleep in the living room, Nara just take him to your room, " he said

She took a deep breath, then just nodded, she followed her dad request

Nara’s Pov

In my room

I'm very uncomfortable, but I can not argue with my Dad's request

" ok, for tonight, I will let him sleep in my room, I'm just going to sleep on the couch, because if I sleep with him in the same bed, then it'll be a bit... " I talked to myself

suddenly I was imagining dirty things, and just by imagining it, it made me feel hot, my cheeks seemed to burn with all the thoughts.

" This is the first time for me, you are the first guy who I brought in my room, " I said while sighing.

" Do you feel uncomfortable? " he asked while looking around

" Of course I am " I replied

" Should I get out? I will sleep in the living room then " he said

" Aishh, I have no choice, just enjoy it, for tonight, you hear? for tonight, I will allow you to enter my precious place, " I gave him a cynical gaze

he does not budge, he just smiles, and he looks so happy

" Do not smile like that, are you happy that you will sleep with a girl on that bed, in your dream jungyu, because I'll sleep here " I pointed my finger to the couch while giving him a death gaze, but he just laughed

" Are you afraid of me doing something to you? come on, I will not do anything to you even though we are sleeping in the same bed " he replied while laughing

" Then do what you want, if you want to sleep on the couch, then do it, but I'm sure, if you sleep there, tomorrow when you wake up, your body will be numb, " he smirked

" Tonight, I own this bed, so good night Nara, have a good sleep " he laughed then threw his body to the bed

" Waaah, you really.. " I said

I was annoyed, how can he let me sleep on the couch just like that, doesn't he even regret it and he was just sleeping there like it was his own bed.

I took a deep breath, I have to control myself, I just took a pillow and a blanket then laid down

1 hour later

My eyes were closed, but I couldn't sleep

he was right, it had only been an hour since I laid here, and now all my body was hurting, I couldn't feel my body.

I kept moving, looking for a comfortable position, but it was of no use

" Yahh, can you just stop moving? You are so noisy, and I can not sleep " he sighed

" Sorry " I replied,

" Why? you feel numb already? " he said while laughing

" Shut up, just sleep " I replied in an angry tone

" Just give up, and come here, or you will not be able to walk tomorrow, I do not want your father to blame me for that, " he said

" Thank you so much but no, I won't, " I said

" So stubborn, I will not do anything to you, why are you so tough, just come here and sleep, " he said

I was thinking hard, should I move there and sleep with him? but he's right, I can barely feel my body, if I sleep here all night, maybe tomorrow I will not be able to walk

okay then, I gave up, I decided to move to his side, anyway he said that he will not do anything to me

I got up, my neck was so sore, I brought a blanket and pillow and walked towards him

" Yah, move, " I said

he opened his eyes and smiled

he shifted, giving me space to sleep

" Do not even dare touch me, or I'll kill you, " I said then and lying next to him

One hour later

It feels very comfortable lying here, but I can not sleep because he always sighs, and his hot breath hitting the back of my neck continuously

" Yah, just sleep, and stop sighing, " I said.

" I want to sleep miss, but do not you realize, your whole body just stuck on mine? and do you know how hard it is to hold your body? how can I sleep in this position? " he asked.

I glanced at him, and my eyes widened, I realized that my whole body was stuck on him, this must be very hard for him, he held my body, holding us together.

" I'm sorry, " I said then I shifted

But suddenly, he wrapped his hand around my waist

" Don't move, or you will fall, just stay like this for tonight, " he said

I was shocked by his act, but he was so gentle, I could feel his warmth, I found myself blushing by his act, but it felt so comfortable, I felt so safe in his arms.

and after few minutes, I just slept without any worries.