"Can I actually avoid Sophia?" I asked myself as I was drawn to her in a way that I don't like.
My thoughts were in a haze, my mind quite wandering off and I couldn't quite understand the reason for that. The only thought that filled my mind was that of Sophia and no matter what I did or how hard I tried, I couldn't shake it off. I knew I was smitten with her but I don't think there was anything else I wanted to do.
Sophia was young and she had already been through a lot of pain. I didn't want to add to her problems, I knew the man I was and I knew that if I reached out to her, I would pull her down with me.
I still can't let go of my past that haunts me day and night. My past follows me like a shadow, it doesn't want to let me go and it reminds me