The untold story of Alice

LONELY

Days without him has not been easy, since my head cannot seem to get over him. Now he passes by me like I am a stranger, maybe if I go to his house and let home know that he’s charms as truly worked on me, that I can’t live a day with thinking of him.

Although I can seem to remember his name..or is it that I have never asked? Maybe all I was after was having him by my side that I forgot the vitals? how can I make it right? I really don’t want to lose him.

ding dong rang doorbell interrupting my thoughts… who might that be? So excited I changed to my transparent night wear with my n****e all ready to be suck … as I rush to the door .... then I remember I have to smell good ... rushed back to put on my favorite and ensured I swipe away any sweat… then walked to the door with my head high …

"I am ready to get back my man by all means"…as I opened the door slowly with a big smile … all to my surprise it was the delivery man ...

looking all shock, I quickly closed the door and got myself back then open it a little so that all he could see was my head … you have to sign this he said I..

i stretch my hands to collected it closed the door behind him sign it open it a little to turn… leave it there I will come and get when I’m ready… while I lock the door and walked the walk of shame back to my room ..

disappointed as ever…I don’t even want to know what’s in the packet… I just made a fool of myself to a complete stranger.

what's in the packet my heart wouldn't let me be....so curious I rushed back this time well dress to pick up the packet at the door...