THE PACKET
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Opening they packet I wondered what it might be, or have my mum decide to send me her usual gift… it better be my mum because I am not expecting anything from anyone.
Really a big box with only a necklace? which looks old and dirty …. what the hell is this? … I really have so much on my plate right now… let me just check address cos it might have been a mistake and since I was too embarrassed to check it before signing …
what? They address is right but I don’t seem to know who they sender might be… I will just check it online ... or why not just go there and check it out for myself since it less than 200mile away from here, this will be a good chance to divert my thought from him for a while. But …I think i go and check on him so he wouldn’t come looking for me and find my absence.
Walking to his house my mind wonder, whether he might want to see me as badly as I want to see him, now that Im at his door I think it really a bad idea coming here, I should have just sent a mail.
Has I turn my back to live I heard …I thought you will never come he said…my heart beats so fast and butterflies in my belly all at once … all I wanted to say was I am truly sorry… but when I opened my mouth, I couldn’t …. All I did was stare as if I have seen a ghost ...
I miss you so deeply and I think about you day and night, I hope you do the same he said… "he stood for a while and since I was unable to say a word... he came closed to me and kissed me on the neck and walked back inside …"
oh how disappointed I am at myself … all I have to do was to say I am sorry and I want you back… what a disgrace … I am just very good at disgracing myself…. Let me just find out what that packet means and get myself busy so I can forget all this ever happened …..
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