Her

Prologue

I need to tell you something. I have been thinking about how dignity has lately been growing on the worlds stock markets. Yes, you read it right. But there is so little left between the people and that is why it become so popular.

But you don't care about it, do you? Recently, you had in abundance until you have met him. I was dating a timid brunette who many people were calling love of my life. Except me, of course. At that time I thought whole world revolved around her or maybe around me.

Recently we broke up and I was nervously tapping on the chair in the tram where were we, you and I.

I noticed you when you entered the tram, but I am not sure if you had noticed me. But this was the beginning of the end. But all above wasn't enough for me. Your smile melted my heart when we second time met but haven't talked at all.

I think that you have realized that I am not good investment. Instead of thinking, I have approached you and said stupid quote:

- "It is a bad game of poker! You shouldn't play with a stranger's heart".

You looked at me completely confused on few seconds. After that, you gently turn to my face and said:

"Life forgotten me on the road of happiness. Almost like you, writer". But....

I came more closer before you finished your sentence. I was silent for a moment, trying to fix the damage I caused with kiss in your lips. You pushed me away from your lips.

"Honestly because of everything what I feel lately, I ignored the fact that I fell in love with you. I have said it several times before and you don't seem to listen or to understand my feelings for you".

I looked at her, as if someone had embraced my soul at that moment. I couldn't hide my tears. Then she continued:

"I'm old enough not to ask anyone for alm or ask for it"

I sobbed and barely spoke: "Let me help you "! She shuddered blowing the smoke of a cigarette through a whisper she said softly:

"I don't want want help and sooner you understand that, the better for you".

There was a silence. It looked like a whole day. I would dare to say to long. Then one day message appeared on my phone:

"I don't know what to tell you. I can't really reset my head and my heart. I'm not mad at you or anything but my feelings for you changed".

Now I fell silent. I no longer knew what and how to react. It was time to abandon my infatuation with her and turn to the future. Looking from today's perspective, future seemed uncertain, but my inside voice and my heart were whispering, that I will meet you again in a new opportunity and everything will be as it was when we first met.