Carra's POV I could not figure out why I felt this deep ache in my chest. It was so strong that I was ready to do anything to make it go away. All I could see was this black haired blued eyed boy every time I closed my eyes. There he was, haunting me, taunting me with that beautiful smile of his. He was truly that most beautiful boy that I had ever seen. Why couldn’t I stop thinking about him. Why couldn’t I just forget that I ever knew him and move on with my life. Why was this all so hard? My life was so perfect until a few days ago. Everything was going so great for me. Or at least that's what I thought. I had never been so wrong. The reality of it all was that my life was a mess and I didn't know how to fix it and make it better. Lucas had stayed away I hadn’t seen him in two days

