Nadine's P.O.V.
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~ A week later ~
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It was another sort of chaotic night for us. Not as chaotic as the things I grew up seeing, but chaotic enough for our little group. Esti, Tyler, Saylor, and me are all at River's apartment. We were meant to be studying, but that was long over. We did study a little bit, but then Tyler brought out the vodka. Now he and Esti are practically fu.cking on the couch in the corner, Saylor is so drunk she's mumble-arguing with her essay in front of her, and River is trying to get them all to drink some water to sober them up. He's like the mom of our group.
I slipped out onto the balcony a little while ago. I just wanted some air. And I needed to think. Because I know I need to make a decis
